My gay husband

Part 22: last night

Pat's

Ugh. My head is aching, wait what happened?

I looked at my bed and its all messed up like someone had sex last night

"Oh my gosh!" Bigla kong nasabi, biglang lumabas ang kabaklaan ko, pero di na ako bakla ah!

I removed the blanket covering me, wait what? Im still wearing my boxers

I was trying to remember what happened but i just can't, sa kakaalala ko, biglang sumagi sa isip ko ang rason ng paglalasing ko

Biglang uminit ang ulo ko, fuck! My wife already cheated with me by having sex with somebody and i saw her yesterday with other fucking guy!

I loved her but this happened, fuck her!

Cyan's

I woke up early kahit pa sumasakit yung katawan ko para mag luto, i cooked breakfast for pat and of course the soup, for his hangover

I never imagined myself doing these stuff for someone. Natutunan kong mag luto nang dahil lang sa relasyong meron kami but anyways, what's the point if hindi naman maganda yung relasyon namin?

Bigla akong napalingon nang marinig kong may pababa ng hagdan, and yeas it was pat and he was calling someone on his phone

"Ah yes nicole, im so sorry di ako nakapunta kahapon, nagkatuwaan kami, yes ill make it up to you babe, bye" he said while looking sharply at me, bigla akong umiwas dahil sa sakit na naramdaman ko.

"Hey, breakfast is ready" i said while trying to look happy and okay

Pat's

She seems happy right now, how dare she? I won't let her be happy while here i am having difficulties and feeling hurt with this fucking problem.

I hate seeing her happy, i won't let her be happy.

Umupo ako para kumain, i can't deny the fact na namiss ko siya but she hurt me too much, she cheated on me, i thought she was sincere back then.

Oo nga pala, business talk lang ag lahat ng nangyayari saamin ngayon. I shouldn't treat her like someone special, since this marriage is just a deal between business man and woman.

I was eating when blurry faces and happenings came past my mind.

I couldn't resist the curiosity so i asked her

"What happened last night?" I asked and she looked tensed, don't tell me he brought his man here and had sex with him, kaya amoy sex ang kwarto? Don't tell me they did it there, fucking slut

I was waiting for her answer but she just can't

"So you brought your man here?" I asked, biglang umiba ang mukha niya, para bang nagtataka

"Afraid of getting caught?" I asked and then smirked at her

"What are you trying to say?" She asked

Cyan's pov

What is he trying to imply now?

"I knew it! That's why sobrang kalat ng kwarto!" He said and started to yell at me

"Yan ba tingin mo sakin?" I asked calmly trying to resist my tears from falling

"Ano bang gusto mong pagtingin ko sayo? Maria clara? What do you expect?" He said at binasag yung basong hawak niya. It hurts, it hurts so much na nagiging ganito siya at nagkaganito kami. I myself wants to know the truth on that fucking day. Kung ano nga ba talaga yung nangyari but i just can't remember, its as if someone drugged me.

Biglang nag walk out si pat so i grabbed the chance to cry and feel the pain of being doubted by your husband

Nilinis ko yung mga bubog sa sahig, dahan dahan ko itong niligpit dahil ayaw kong masugatan.

He doesn't know na ako ang nakasama niya kagabi, he doesn't remember anything, and i think, maybe its much better that we stay like this. I think its better to let him go already, he's better off without me.

I dialed sam's number since binigay niya to saakin last time, "hey sam, be my company on our batch's reunion"

"How about your husband?" He asked laughing

"Don't ask, help me convince my husband to join that reunion" and i ended the call

I think that stay in batangas will serve as our farewell to each other.

I got up the stairs and barged in to pat's room and he was wearing his towel! Nothing more on those piece of cloth

"What do you need?" He asked

"May reunion na mangyayari next week, sumama ka please" i said and started to cry, i will only do these things now, ako yung tipo ng taong mataas ang pride but i will lower it for now, i kneeled down on my knees and begged him to come

"Please pat, let me show you how i love you, and please show me you love me too even if its just pretend?" I asked him

But he just walk past me and enetered the comfort room

I was left there without anything, i was left broken, wala nang naiwan para sa sarili ko. I was shaking of embarrassment and pain. I managed to stand up and get immediately to my room.

I guess it is really the end.