Part 27: light house

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Hi guys, sorry i've been very busyyy hahahaha honestly sa sobrang dalang ng updates ko, kung ano anong pangalan nalang nilalagay ko sa mga friends nina cyan, pat, sam and nicole 😂😂 sorry guys hehehe i'll fix it when i have time

But these are the characters na i'll try to hold on to charot 😂

Kambal: diana and kiana
Other friends: eiko, keira, and keiffer, not sure kung may na mention pa akong ibang names but so far yan palang yata?? Omg hahahaha sorry huhu

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Part 27: light house

Cyan's pov

The night continued well, inuman, harutan, dares and everything. I decided to grab a bottle of wine and a glass then walked my way to the beach.

Nasa dalampasigan lang ako nakatulala, nag iisip kung ano kaya mangyayari saakin? What will happen in the future? Magiging okay pa ba kami?

What if magkamabutihan na sila ni nicole? Will i ever get the justice i deserve? I dont know. Im too afraid and too naive of what is happening. I myself, have doubts too. Totoo bang may naka siping akong iba? Totoo ba yung nasa litrato? Ako ba talaga yun? Kinaya ko bang gawin yun? I dont know. I dont have proofs to justify myself.

This is too unfair. I couldn't even talk about what happened in his office before. Ang sakit na i take all the blame. He was the one who started it first. He was making out with nicole inside his office and now i'm the one who's been fucking chasing. Dala na yata ng kalasingan ko, di ko namalayan na i was saying all the things on my mind out loud. I am hurt. I am frustrated. Sa sobrang sakit sobrang napapahagulgol na ako. Di ko na kaya eh, kinakaya pero gusto ko nang tigilan. Gusto ko nang magparaya. Maybe this isn't for us, maybe he isnt for me and maybe i wasn't meant for him.

Naglakad lakad ako, i was feeling dizzy. Medyo umiikot na paningin ko pero bigla itong nag focus nang makita ko sina pat at nicole na naghahalikan sa gazebo. I was dumbfounded when pat looked at me. Tumutulo na yung mga luha ko. Kanina lang, tayo gumagawa nyan? Then ngayon kayo naman? Nandidiri ako, nandidiri ako sa sarili ko

Nanlulumo yung mga tuhod ko, para akong mababaliw. He was still looking at me while touching nicole. I was begging on my mind (please don't touch her) it hurts as hell. He began to undress her. I don't know why i am still looking. Di ko matanggal ang tingin ko sakanya dahil ganun din siya, it was like he's doing it on purpose. He was trying to break me, to shatter me. I can't do it. Nag lakad na ako palayo because i can't stand the thought of him doing what we do to someone else.

Ang layo na ng nilakad ko and i saw a lighthouse. Inakyat ko to, i am hurting as hell.

Sam's pov

Nakatayo ako sa gilid ni cyan. I am watching her watching her husband. This is breaking me. Nakokonsensya ako. Nasasaktan ako.

Mabilis siyang naglakad palayo. Pagewang gewang yung lakad niya but she's trying to walk away. She's drunk.

Sa sobrang galit ko, nilapitan ko si pat at walang pag alinlangang sinuntok ito. "How could you do that infront of your wife asshole" nakatingin lang siya habang naka upo sa sahig. Natumba siya sa suntok ko. Galit ako. Galit na galit. Galit ako sakanila, galit ako sa sarili ko.

Hinabol ko si cyan, gusto ko siyang mayakap, gusto ko siyang patahanin. Sana ako nalang, pero alam kong malabo, alam kong di pwede.

Pat's pov

Nakokonsensya ako. My wife was hurting. I can see it through her face. She was emotionless but her tears were falling. I want to hug her, i want to kiss her. I want to comfort my wife. But she deserves it. Gusto ko lang maramdaman niya yung sakit na naramdaman ko.

Nilapitan ako ni nicole, "let's continue" hahawakan niya sana ako kaso tinabig ko siya, sinundan ko si sam dahil alam kong papunta siya kay cyan.

Cyan's pov

"Tangina i am cyan! Fucking cyan? I get what i want! But fuck! Why am i the one begging? Putangina" i shouted to the top of mu lungs. I don't care if someone sees or someone hears. Fuck this feelings. I just wanna wake up and get all over this mess

The next thing i knew, someone hugged me and it was sam, "sana ikaw nalang, sana nakilala kita ng mas maaga, please save me, save me from this hell please i beg you" i said, i am desperate. I wanna get out. The next thing i knew was i blacked out. Ang sakit sakit.

Pat's pov

Dinig na dinig ko ang mga katagang sinabi ni cyan. Ang sakit pala, mas masakit pala malaman na pinagsisihan niyang makasama ako. Di ko maiwasang masaktan. Galit ako pero nasasaktan ako.

Lumapit ako at kukunin sana si cyan

"Ano pa bang gusto mo kay cyan? Sinaktan mo na siya at lahat" sam said

I clenched my jaw.

Sam's pov

Hiniga ko si cyan sa kama na nandito sa light house, may maliit na kwarto dito, thank god

Hinubad ko ang suot kong tshirt at nilagay to sa katawan niya. It is quite cold in here.

Binantayan ko lang siya, di pa rin umaalis ang asawa niya. I decided to sleep on the couch beside the bed. At si pat naman ay nasa labas ng balcony.

We fell asleep and the next morning, cyan wasn't here anymore.

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