Bts Oneshots

Jhope - Sunshine

He would tell me to stop cutting and I'll be your sunshine and I'll help you get past this.

Sadly the sun fades at night.

Flashback

"Hey Minzy."

I turned around and got greeted by the world's ball of sunshine.

"Oh hey Jhope."

"What are you doing out here walking all alone in the dark?"

"Just walking home... how about you?"

"I was getting fresh air . Mind if I join you?"

"Not at all."

We continued our conversation until I reached the door steps of my house.

"Thanks for walking me well I got to go."

As soon as I opened the door Jhope held my free hand. I turned back to meet him with a puppy face.

"Can I spend the night? I mean you live alone right and it's pretty scary at night."

I giggle and patted him on the shoulder.

"Well I have important things to do that you can't see."

"I won't bother I promise."

Of course I couldn't say no to this but I guess tonight I would have to not have the urge to visit the red River.

I had a spare room which used to belong to my dearest brother Yoongi. I told jhope he could stay in that room and he thanked me. In the room I saw pictures of Yoongi on the wall with me and our parents. I felt tears trying to escape so I told Jhope good night and went in my room and jumped onto my bed looking at the ceiling. I felt some tears escape along with my memories with Yoongi and our parents. I couldn't help myself anymore. I looked around my room until I found a razor. I started scratching red rivers into my skin. My blood was oozing down my arm and some spilled onto my white carpet. Tears fell down onto my open bleeding wounds and the salt from my tears made it burn. Of course cutting myself hurt me but not as bad as being alone. I missed my family. I missed the happy times. I missed myself. I flinched when I heard my door creak open.

"Minzy are you awake?"

I turned my head around to she him.

"Yeah ... do u need anything?"

"No I just heard crying from my room... are you okay?"

He started to approach me.

"Don't come any closer"

"Why are you..."

He looked down at the carpet and noticed some of the blood. He quickly went to me and lifted me up and carried me bridal style to my bathroom and gently put my on top of the counter top. He washed my cuts which stung. The he covered them up with bandages.

"Why did you do that?"

"I couldn't help it."

He hugged me.

"Please don't do it again... stop cutting yourself I'll be your sunshine."

Flashback end

It's been weeks since I last had contact with Jhope. I always called him but he never picks up and every time I text him it's always left on read. It's also been a week since he got a girlfriend. I believe she had Jhope's phone but what if was Jhope who didn't want to deal with me anymore. I sighed and picked up the knife on the floor.

"I know that you said you will be my sunshine but the sun fades away at night. Thank you Jhope for being there for me but let's face it you have a happy life ahead of you with your girlfriend. Everyone had left me and you were the only thing left until your girlfriend came... I wish I had said this sooner but I love you."

I placed the note on my bed and started slicing my veins. Blooded flowed out and spilled onto the floor. I was in so much pain but not as much as being alone.

"Thanks Jhope."

I smiled for the last time and darkness welcomed me.

Jhope pov

It's very weird I haven't gotten a call from Minzy for weeks. I need to check on her. I went over to my girlfriend to tell her.

"Hey babe I'm going to visit Minzy it's weird I haven't gotten a call from her in weeks."

"No don't go! I don't like her. She tries to steal you away!"

"But babe."

"Leave me to visit her and I'm breaking up!"

"Fine bye!"

Weeks without Minzy made me realize that I only loved her. I opened the door of he house since I had a spare key. I walked into her living room and saw her phone. I grabbed it and noticed that she had called me over 1,000 times and texted me a lot too. I was in utter shock. It was my now ex girlfriend who did this. I was very angry and I owe Minzy an apology.

"Minzy! Minzy?"

No answer. I went into her room and saw her on the floor while a river of red and her lifeless body on the floor. I saw the note next to her and read it. Tears now came out of my eyes as I caressed her cheeks on her lifeless body.

"I'm sorry please forgive me... I love you too."

I went to her medicine cabinet and grabbed the strongest pills she had in there.

"My true love I'll always be your sunshine. I will bring my brightness to you."

I looked into the mirror one last time before I swallowed the pills.

Author note: This was supposed to be a happy ending I'm sorry but don't worry I'll try to make the next one more happy. Anyways my fellow human beings(or whatever you are😜) I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while.😢(I've been sick)😷

Ps. You peeps I'm so nervous... tomorrow I get surgery done.

Well anyways thank you for reading and lots of love.💕