Taehyung - Acceptance

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"If acceptance is the key to be truly free then why won't you accept me back"

"I don't accept the past I only live in peace with the present so bye."

He clung onto me while I was trying to push him back. Until I gave up and he took me into bed with him. I laid there while he held me like there is no tomorrow. I could not even imagine him back in my life as of what happened in the past.

Flashback

I was 2 months pregnant with Taehyung's child. It was the best thing that could ever happen to us. Being in a 4 year relationship he finally gave me the best proposal . Of course I accepted knowing we truly loved each other and raise our child together. Those 2 months with my baby in my belly were the best times of my life. Taehyung would always be there for me. He would get out of work just to be there for me. Our love only grew stronger.

Sadly nothing last forever as a course occurred and changed both of our lifes. I had a miscarriage. I lost one of the things I loved the most. Life was hard for the first month after the miscarriage but Taehyung helped me get through it.

I was finally all better thanks to my lovely fiancé.
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After work I went home very early so I can spend time with my lovely fiancé. When I arrived home I noticed the house was quiet but Taehyung was home because his car was parked in the driveway. I shrugged it and went into his room quietly and saw him sleeping peacefully on his bed holding his stuffed lion. I secretly took a picture of him because he was so adorable.

I went outside to get the mail. While bringing the mail to the dining room I noticed one of the letters were from the hospital. I thought it was weird but I opened it. I read it only to find my worst nightmare. I have stage 3 cancer. I quickly went outside and called my doctor. After a short discussion I learned that I only have 2 years to live. I couldn't let Taehyung love me because all it would do is make him miss me more when I'm gone. I had to come up with a plan.

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Today is the day of my plan being executed. I called one of my friends that Taehyung has never met and told her everything to do.

"Are you sure you want to do this? I mean like what if you got cured and-"

"I'm sure... I can't let him be hurt because I am getting weaker everyday."

"Okay... I'm going to miss you."

"I will too."

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I arrived home to see my friend's car in the driveway. I smiled sadly but grateful she's helping me.

I walked into the room to see her caressing Taehyung face and kissing his lips while she sat on his lap. I know it's all an act but I still hurts that he is actually giving into it. I actually thought he was loyal but I guess not.

"Kim Taehyung!"

He turned around in shock and quickly pushed my friend off and ran after me. He grabbed my wrist and stopped me.

"Let go!"

"I can't let you leave me. I love you and only you."

"Go tell that to your other girl I'm done with you bye!" I harshly pulled my hand away and threw the engagement ring at his feet and drove off.

Flashback end

I swiftly escaped from his grip but he was faster than I thought he stopped me.

"Just accept me back I will never do what I did to you again."

"I can't... I trusted you before!"

"Trust me again I'm sorry."

"No because I can't believe you actually fell into my trap with cheating on me."

"What?" He looked at me confused.

"I have cancer and I'm going to be gone in one year."

"No no no. You can't. It's impossible. I love you."

"I know you did so I had to leave sooner so I wouldn't hurt you more but all it did was hurt me more to actually find out you would cheat on me."

"I'm sorry but I still love you please accept me back."

"Sorry but I can't bye Taehyung. I loved you too."

One year later

Taehyung visited his love of his life one last time before they put her 6 feet into the ground.

"I still love you." He said as they placed he in the ground.

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