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Jimin - A Million Reasons

"There are a millions why I should leave you so give me a reason to let you stay." I mumbled into my pillow.

Why do you do this to me Park Jimin? One minute you love me so much then the next you push me away and say that I bother you. Then you say sorry and say that you never meant it and tell me how much you love me. You always were overprotective of me and treated me as an object. I felt like I had no choice or my own opinion because if you didn't like what I wear or talk to you take those things away from me. You always made me feel like I was your prisoner.

I was okay with all of this at first until it got way to far to handle. You would always come home late and give me a cold shoulder when I asked what took you so long I was worried. I missed all those nights and days where we would just cuddle and love each other. One day I caught you with a women scent on you but you denied it. It was close to our anniversary so I saved up money to buy you a nice Rolex watch. When I came home I saw that you were texting someone and laughing. Oh how I missed those days you would just laugh with me and be cheesy but those days are all long gone. One day I decided to take a walk and there I saw you with another girl. You and her were laughing and kissing and seemed so happy with her. It broke my heart how you just cheated on me without feeling guilty. Guilt built up on my mind. Was I not good enough for you? Was I really just your toy? Well I loved you so much but I can't stand to be hurt so good bye Jimin have a nice life.

Ps. The Rolex watch I bought you for our anniversary will stand for all the time you wasted and all the times you hurt me because time always stops when you're around.

I set the watch to the time I leave and broke it so it will stay at that time forever. I laid in the bed me and Jimin shared and swallowed the pills.

"I loved you Jimin." Those were my last words and boom everything died away.

Jimin's Pov.

I went home to a quite place. Usually Yuri would come to me and ask why I was late but she's nowhere to be seen.

"Yuri where are you?"

That's weird no answer. I did see her car in the driveway. I walk to our shared room and saw her sleeping peacefully.

I saw a note on the dresser next to the bed with a black velvet box. I read the note with tears in my eyes. She's gone yet she's next to me. I hugged her soulless body.

"Why Yuri why!?" "I'm sorry please forgive me!"

I felt my heart shatter. I did all of these things to her. I pushed her to far and now I face the consequences. I was so stupid, I did do horrid things behind her back and I even forgot today was our 2nd year anniversary of our marriage. I looked at her cold hands and noticed the ring was no longer on her finger but on the floor next to a pill bottle. All the guilt was Pounding in my heart. I'm such an evil person and I took Yuri for granted and now I lost her. Memories of us spent together were flooding my mind and the most recent memory kept playing over in my mind.

Flashback

I came home late yesterday because I was having fun with my side chick. I noticed her in bed crying so I laid down next to her and held her.

"Sorry babe I'm late." She nodded.

"Jimin there are a million reasons to leave you but give me one to stay." I was taken back by this question but I answered.

"Because I love you and you love me so why do you ask?"

"You'll see soon."

Flashback end

I know what she meant when she said "You'll see soon."

I now see how blind I was.

"I love you Yuri and I'm sorry I didn't stop this from happening."

I leaned and kissed her forehead on her soulless body.