Life Changers[ Adopted By Phan ]

I DONT GIVE A FUCKING FUCK ANYMORE

Skylar's P.O.V

today I was feeling really good,I walked downstairs to see no one down there. I decided to make strawberry pancakes,"What smells so good" I turned around and saw Dan with his hobbit hair,"strawberry pancakes". I put the
pancakes on plates and set the table and called Phil downstairs. I went upstairs to get in the shower, I got out of the shower and got dressed . I heard my phone ring and I answered it "Hello,Skylar speaking" "come to the alley

at 12:00 p.m." "and may I ask who this is" "just come at dark" "OK" I said nervously hanging up.i grabbed my phone and ran downstairs Dan and Phil were finished with there breakfast so I cleaned up. Dan was on the couch

napping, I went over and put a blanket on him I started to walk away but Dan was calling my name "Yes Dan" he looked really pale and sick "can you make me some tea" he said with a croaky voice "Whatever you need Dan" I

went in the kitchen to make some tea and came back to Dan puking, "DAN" I ran over to him and gave him a trashcan and started rubbing his back. After Dan stopped puking I ran and got Phil, "Phil","yeah" he said on the

other side of the door "can you come downstairs,quickly" I said hearing Dan groan from downstairs"k coming" I heard his footsteps coming towards the door. I went back downstairs to see if Dan was puking anymore, he lied on

the couch holding his stomach crying I walked over to him and sat next to him "its OK dad were here for you" I said smiling at him, he looked at me with a huge smile "d-did you just call me dad" he said nervously I nodded and

smiled. I walked back upstairs and put my shoes on, I'm going to Starbucks" "OK be back soon" i said sitting next to Dan. I walked out of the flat,as I was walking I saw a group of teens in the alley, the didn't look like good

people so I walked faster "HEY FAT ASS,WHERE YOU GOING IN SUCH A HURRY" I turned around to see the group of teens behind me "I-i-" "shut the fuck up and give me your money" I didn't know what to do so I just said "NO"

"what do you mean NO,YOUR GONNA LISTEN TO ME AND ME ONLY" the boy talking to me then punched me in the mouth and my eye an pushed me down and then ran off with his group, I got up and walked to the flat. I walked in
with my hood covering my face "hey Skylar, why are you back so early" I didn't know what to say so I made up an excuse "i-uh.....forgot my wallet" with a expressed tone "why are you covering your face then" I got scared this time
and didn't know what to do so I ran upstairs and locked my door. "Skylar open the door" I stayed silent and looked for something to cover up my bruises so I put some concealer on and opened the door "yes" I said

looking at Phil "why did you run upstairs so fast" " I was in a hurry,and I Wanted to change my pants" I said trying to see if my fake excuse worked "stop lying I can see the bruises", I sighed and wiped off the makeup "fine, I was

walking to Starbucks and these boys stopped me and did this" I looked at Phil and he just looked disappointed" it fine Phil its just a few bruises" he just left my room without saying a word,"PHIL WAIT" I tried running after him

but he just ignored me. I went back to my room not knowing what to do but....... cry. I started crying throwing everything at my walls and off my dressers, finally I remembered,the blade, I promised Phil I wouldn't do it

anymore but why would he care. I grabbed my blade from my jewelry box and began to watch the blood drip

1: for being a awful daughter

2:for being a FAT PIECE OF SHIT

3:for lying to Phil

And a few more for being alive

I finished and watched the blood drip to the floor and cried. I Walked downstairs with my bloody wrist, Dan still on the couch but sitting looking much better "HEY Skylar wanna watch attack on titan with me" I looked back

looking at Dan with a sad/mad face "no thanks" i said rinsing my wrist "what are you doing" I decided since no one cared I should just tell him"I'm cleaning myself up, do you have a problem with it" right when I said that Dan's eyes

widened and he ran over to me,"why" is all he could say I just looked him in the eyes and said "MAYBE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU"
"JUST BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO CUT YOURSELF" I didn't expect Dan to yell at me

or get as mad as he was,but I was wrong "WELL..WELL, I TAKE IT BACK I DIDN'T DO IT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU BECAUSE I NEVER DID, I DID IT BECAUSE I FUCKING HATE YOU,I DO" and I ran upstairs locking my door once again crying my eyes out,Breaking things

screaming. I started pulling at my hair and scratching myself,and after destroying my room I fell asleep STILL angry