Life Changers[ Adopted By Phan ]

Untitled Part 43

*play the song above and start at 1:48 thanK you*

Dans P.O.V

I drove home griping the steering wheel,yeah I'm glad I'm out of the hospital,but sadly Phil is still there...in a coma.

I drove silently thinking about the things that could happen to Phil,for all I know he could be dying right now,and the pain,the pain he must be going through its probably unbearable.

I got home and unlocked the door and walked in,it was pretty late and the girls were sleping so that's a bonus.

I started thinking about the pain Phil is going through,i looked in the cabinets until I found the bottle.

I started drinking it until half of it was gone,i then stumbled up the stairs into the bathroom followed by me puking,i looked in the mirror and saw someone,they looked like me but worse, eye bags, dark circles,bloodshot eyes .

I then realized I was crying,i splashed my face with water and looked at myself again,i got tired of looking at this person and my anger built up. I ended up punching the glass,my knuckles started bleeding but I ignored it and started destroying the bathroom,knocking everything off the sink.

I also threw everything out of the medicine cabinet as I was looking for the medicine they prescribed me, I shakily got the cap off and took one,then two,then before I know it theres a handful down my throat.

I dizzily got up and looked for the blade,i took it from under the sink and put it to my wrist,one,two,three,FUCK!

the last cut was to deep,but that's good for what I'm trying to do.

I laid on the floor waiting for everything to stop,but as soon as I was coming to an end Skylar came in and immediately got me off the ground putting two fingers down my throat which made me throw up all the pills.

she took the bottle and put it on the sink,i cried and began reaching for it again,"NO DAN STOP" she said moving them ,"NO GIVE THEM BACK,I WANNA DIE"

Skylars P.O.V

those three words are words you don't ever want to hear someone say, especially if its your father.

I started crying and pulled him into a hug letting him sob on my shoulder,"i wanna die" he said again in a whisper/talking voice,i rubbed his back "i know,i know, just cry ok,everything's gonna be alright" I said still crying.

I looked up and saw Skylnn looking at everything going,she looked at me and I realized the tears in her eyes.i motioned for her to come sit with us and she did and began sobbing,"is he ok" Skylnn said lifting her head looking at me.

I shook my head and continued to rub his back,"nothings ok"

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ok first of all I almost cried while re-reading this,and this was just a short depressing chapter I wanted to do because the idea popped in my head sooo yea,a yway comment how this made u feel,and UNTIL NEXT TIME MY FRENDS

edit:if you were an early readr and read the original chapter congrats,but I didn't lke it so I changed it,if you don't like it just tll me,and read this chapter slowly not like s............l........o..........w.......l.......y but like s...l...o...w...l...y if ya know what I meanj anyway until next time my frends