Ranmaru Kurosaki- Wounded Heart

19. Revelations and truths pt.1

Misaki's p.o.v

I paced around the music room in panic. Maybe Mamoru didn't hear me after all. I mean he had no reaction to what I said.

Ugh it was impossible to think about anything else but what just happened. I mean isn't it worse if he did hear it and then pretended he didn't. Isn't that a rejection of a sort.

I desperately wanted to call Ranmaru but after that slight kiss I couldn't get myself together to meet him. It was too much for my heart. This was one problem I had to deal on my own for now.

Mamoru's p.o.v

I sat down in the studio playing with a Rubik's cube.

"Mamoru!!!" The loud voice of my manager made me jolt

"What?"

"I've been yelling after you for quite a while, what's wrong with you these days?"

"My worst nightmare came true." I said in a daze.

"Huh?" He made a confused face.

I placed the rubik's cube aside and let out a depressed sigh. "Are you going ahead with the tour?" I asked him.

My manager made a face really wanting to avoid this topic. "Mamoru please rething this. A tour? Just like this? What about the duet you promised?"

"I can't do this. Please understand. I really need to get out of this country."  I told him.

"Can't you just tell me what's this about."

"All I can tell you is that once upon a time I hurt someone badly and now that they're back in my life,  I can't hurt them again. I need to leave before they get hurt. I'm a coward like that."

My manager let out a heavy grunt. "Always stubborn. Fine. I'll see what I can do."

Misaki's p.o.v

I walked into the kitchen where Ranmaru was cooking something. It was already late so i was sure no one would come around. It was the perfect opportunity to talk to him.

"Hello." I smiled at him and sat on the bar chair watching him cook.

"Hello." He smiled.

"How was your day?" I asked.

"It was okay. I'm planning on going back to my apartment for a few days."

"Your apartment?" He had an apartment?

"Yes! All of us have our own placed, but for a while we agreed to be here in the agency dorm to work on our team work. Now that we have less activities we will all be moving out."

My heart stopped.

"When are you moving out?" I asked trying not to seem to depressed about it.

"At the end of the week."

That soon??????

"Do you want to move out?" I asked hopeful he'd give me the answer i wanted to hear.

He was too busy frying food to look at me. "I think it's time i move out. I mean you are also moving out soon. If i'm not mistaken you're deal with Saotome was three months tops right?"

"Right.."I took  a step back unsure how to process this emotion. I mean weren't we just getting closer? Was he going to come at me full speed?

I thought..I really thought..wait, did he change his mind?

No this is Ranmaru. He wouldn't do this to me.