Dark and Dangerous

Sleep Deprived

*DEMI'S POV*

I woke up around three in the morning in Michael's arms. I shook out if his firm grip and walked downstairs quietly. I ate a muffin and made mySelf some tea.

"Want some Vegemite toast?", a voice asked, causing me to jump.

I turned around and saw Luke. I sighed and nodded. I really just don't have the energy to talk to anyone right now. Luke put two pieces of bread in the toaster and sat next to me.

Luke's hair is unruly and sticking up everywhere and his eyes are squinted slightly. he's obviously tired.

"Are you ok?", he asked.

I nodded. it's not the truth, but I don't know what I'm going to do about this Harry and Michael situation.

"You know that I won't judge you right?", Luke spoke.

I nodded and laid my head on my arm. the toast popped, causing me to jump. Luke prepared our toast and brought two plates to the table. I smiled and took a large bite.

"I'm not ok. I just don't have any clue how I will avoid harry.", I stated. "he always somehow finds me."

I frowned and took another bite of toast. Luke put his hand on mine and squeezed it.i smiled and finished my toast.

"Why do you keep going back to him?", Luke asked, breaking the silence. "he treats you like absolute shit."

I frowned. he really does. no matter how many times I try to make it work with Harry, he always breaks my heart.

"I don't really know actually.", I sighed and laid my head down again."

"I hope you figure this out love. you're really going through hell.", Luke smiled sympathetically.

"Thanks.", I smiled.

"You look exhausted. you should go back to sleep babe."

I am exhausted. from all this Harry shit. I really just can't win can I? He can go fuck some random hoe, because what he said was crossing a line. I'm not denying that it was true. it was, but he's being a dick and I can't do it anymore.

I climbed up the stairs and lay next to Michael who was pretty much dead to the world. I laid next to him and closed my eyes in hopes of getting some more sleep.

*HARRY'S POV*

What the hell is wrong with me? I laid in my bed pondering wether or not to just pick up a bunch of skanks and fuck them. but, I want Demi.

I can't fucking sleep. I feel incomplete and lonely without her. I'm just a dick I guess.

"Harry?", a voice called.

Niall walked in with a bag of gummy bears. he smiled and sat next to me.

"How are you feeling?", he asked.

"Well, shitty.", I stated. "the girl that I love is running around with some skunk-haired cunt."

Just thinking about this is making me angry. Michael was once my friend. what happened?

"Harry, I don't know what to tell you. that was a really unnecessary comment.", the blonde boy beamed.

"I know. I just need to get my anger and my mouth under some sort of control.", I grumbled.

"Yeah. can I have one? I'm starving.", Niall asked holding up the bag of squishy gummies.

"Go ahead.", I stated.

Niall ended up eating all of my gummy bears and going back in his room. I closed my eyes in hope of finding some sort of sleep.

*DEMI'S POV*

I opened my eyes and saw that it was eight. well I got some sleep. I went downstairs and made some coffee. Michael entered the kitchen and smiled.

"G'morning love.", he said.

"Morning.", I replied and wrapped my arms around his waste.

I nuzzled into his chest and breathed in his scent. I really just can't function right now. I'm so tired and I have no energy.

"Michael I'm sorry.", I said.

"For what?", Michael asked.

"Yesterday. I'm so stupid and then Harry was-"

Michael put a finger to my lips and stared into my eyes. he cupped my cheeks and kissed me.

"I love you.", he smiled.

Does that mean I'm forgiven? am I just doomed to a lifetime of guilt? why is life so fucked up?

*HARRY'S POV*

I didn't get any fucking sleep and I feel like shit. I stumbled through the door of the large house. five worried faces stared at me while I walked in the kitchen.

"What do you lot want? have I done something to you guys too? am I just a life ruiner for everyone?", I fell to my knees and out my face in my hands.

"Harry it's ok.", Louis hugged me.

"No. it's not.", I sobbed. "I lost the one thing in life that I couldn't live without and I'm not getting it back."

Niall approached me with a small box. it was the present Demi got me. I threw it against the wall and cried more as my friends cautiously left the room.

I just can't ever win can I?