Dark and Dangerous

Never Land

*HARRY'S POV*

I finished the beer that I just opened. I've been sitting here drinking for over an hour. I can't function at all. I need Demi.

I crawled to the staircase and dragged myself up the stairs and into my room. I laid in my bed and stared at the ceiling.

I grabbed my journal. I haven't written anything in a while. I opened the small leather book. There was something written on a page but I'm too drunk to read it.

I remembered the present that I threw against the wall and decided to attempt to get it at least. I stood up and dizzily walked down the stairs and found the crushed box.

I picked it up and climbed back up the stairs. I sat on my bed and ripped the box open. the gift was one simple thing that always made me smile whenever I was sad when we were together, anyway.

Flashbacks~

I made Demi so upset. I called her a selfish bitch. I don't even know why though. things were going so well with us.

A knock on my door lifted my spirits. I lifted my head slightly and saw the knob turn. the door opened, revealing demi. her cheeks were stained and she looked tired. Tired of me. She Walked in front of me and handed me a book.

"What's this?", I asked.

"Well, it's Peter Pan. I put some stuff in there though.", Demi looked at her hands.

I opened the book and saw a dedication thing. It said: Hazza, if you ever want to escape from reality read this. escape to your never land.

Demi was sitting on the edge of my bed crying. I set the book down and sat next to her. her face was buried in her hands as she sniffled softly.

"Demi, I love you. I'm so sorry.", I hugged her.

"Sometimes I wish never land was real. then I could just go there whenever I felt down.", she sobbed.

I kissed her lips and stared deeply into her blue eyes.

"You're my never land.", I whispered.

End of flashback~

I held the book and cried. I opened the worn book and read. I read the story several times and drifted into a somewhat peaceful sleep.

*DEMI'S POV*

I've spent most of my day drinking tea and fiddling with the bracelet Harry gave me. I wonder if he opened my present.

Michael, luke, ashton, calum, and Ed went to a party. they wanted me to go, but I refused. they've been gone for a while now, so I'll probably have to pick them up in a few hours or tomorrow.

I haven't had very much energy and I'm so upset. Harry was once my never land, now I have no never land.

I used to be able to stare into his green eyes and know that everything would be ok. he would twirl my hair around his fingers and hold me close whenever I was upset.

Harry was my sort of safe haven. now I just feel lost and lonely. what do I do? I can't just go crawling back and leave Michael.

This entire situation reminds me of a song. heartbreak girl. There's an unmistakable connection between my life and that song. it's ridiculous.

I'm sitting, staring at this stupid bracelet. I really just want to chuck it out a window, but if I do that, I will feel like I'm missing something.

I'll just give it back to harry. I through my hair into a bun and grabbed my keys. No drove to the house and heard shouting. well ok then.

I walked up to the door and knocked. the door swung open revealing harry. his eyes were glossy and blood shot and he can barely stand.

"What d'you want?", he slurred in an angry tone.

"Here.", I held out the bracelet.

He looked at me, then the bracelet. he held his hand out. I dropped the bracelet into his palm and turned away.

"You do know that I love you right?", Harry's deep voice beckoned.

"I don't know actually. I don't care anymore.", I snapped.

Harry spun me around. He stared into my eyes and traced my lips with his finger. his eyes moved down to my lips.

"So you're telling me that you won't miss my touch?", his lips brushed my neck.

"No.", I glared. "I won't."

"You won't miss my lips?", he questioned.

His lips moved from my neck to my lips. He pulled me closer and lifted me by my thighs. I pushed his chest and slapped him.

"Harry stop. I don't need you.", I stated.

"Really?", he smirked.

I don't like it when Harry is like this. it hurts me. He grabbed my hand. is tried yanking it away but his grip is strong. he pulled me close once again.

"Stop.", I said pushing his chest.

*HARRY'S POV*

Demi struggled in my grip. she stopped wriggling and stared at me.

"Will you just give it a rest? I don't love you!", she shouted.

I felt my heart rip into pieces. I dropped her hand and felt tears spilling from my eyes. Demi sat on the floor and ran her hands through her blue hair.

I looked at the bracelet that I got her and felt anger boiling inside of me. I threw it across the room and fell to my knees. I put my face in my hands.

"You know, I used to feel so safe around you. now everything seems so dark and dangerous.", Demi stated. "you were my never land."

I heard her footsteps and the door slam. I put my faces in my hands and sobbed. I heard someone and looked up to see my mates. They all stared at me in my depressed state.

I wiped my eyes and ran into my room. I stumbled a few times, but I got up there. I got my phone and called Demi. as I suspected it went straight to voicemail.

"Demi, you may not love me,", I started, "but I will not stop fighting for you. You still are my never land. I love you."

I hung up and laid on my bed. I probably won't ever get a second chance with Demi, but I will fight for one.