I woke up, and I instantly knew it was still really early in the morning.
I couldn't go back to sleep though. There was already too much on my mind.
If I move in with Andy then he will always be in danger, because of Calum. I can't live with anyone else here. I refuse to move in with Calum.
If I move to England with my parents though, I'll never see my friends again. Well, not often at all. I could always visit them. Knowing me I would lose touch with them though.
I needed to get away from everything here, I needed to start again.
I need to forget.
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I had left Michael's house, and gone back home. I needed to talk to my parents about moving to England with them. It would tear me apart, but time will heal all wounds.
I hope.
By the time I got home it was only 7AM. I was still kind of tired so I had a shower, trying to be quiet. Mum should be waking up soon, Dad will already be at work though. Before I left Michael's house, I put on my clothes before I left, and put Michael's clothes on the couch. After my shower which I so desperately needed I threw on a grey baggy shirt and leggings, my thick fluffy grey socks and put my hair up in a messy bun.
I heard mum walking around down stairs so I walked down there.
"Hi Mum" I say as I walk down the stairs.
"Brooke! I didn't think you were home?" She asks.
"I came home early this morning because I really need to talk to you about something.." I say.
"What's up?" She asks. We sit down at the bench together.
"I want to go to England with you. I know it's really late notice but I decided that I think it would be an amazing opportunity!" I say. I don't really feel like bringing up Calum right now.
"Well if you're sure you want to come, we can organize you a plane ticket today" She says.
"That would be perfect! Thank you so much" I say and hug her.
"It's okay darling. I've gotta go to work now! Start organizing your things and packing them today. Our tickets were delivered last night and our flight is actually in 3 days. Your dad's company messed that up a bit." She says. She had stood up and thrown her bag on her shoulder.
"Okay then! Bye mum" I say.
"I love you sweetie, bye" She says opening the door.
"Love you" I say before she closes it and rushes out.
Well,, I don't really have much else to do today so I may as well start packing my things. They were already in boxes ready to move to Andy's but now I only have to take them out of the boxes and into bags. I only really had posters and clothes. I had a few little bits and pieces but they could stay in boxes to be shipped over.
It only took me about 2 hours to get all my clothes into my suitcases and bags. I had the rest of the day to do absolutely nothing.
If I was going to start all over and forget everything then I guess a good way to start would be to delete my social networking sites. I deleted my facebook and twitter accounts, but decided to leave my tumblr. I'll just change the URL I guess.
When I get to England I'll be getting a new phone number so I don't have to worry about changing mine.
Tomorrow I plan on going to see everyone to say goodbye, including Calum. I'm horrible with goodbyes though, so I decided to write everyone a letter. I would give it to them and then leave before they could read it and tell me how stupid I am for moving to England.
