The Fat Girl and The Bet

Aspen Davenport

I remember thinking I had to have you or I'd die

And I did and it felt endless

Because I knew no matter what happened from that day on nothing can be that bad

Because I had you

Then I lost you, Then it became a year

I lost my way

And I blamed you and everyone for what had happened

I should move on

But I guess, I still love you ...

I'm not scared what will come tommorrow

 because you were my yesterday

And if I had to pay for you to come back with

 a few years of pain & emptiness

Then fine

Because everything has a price

We took leaps and bounds

And no one can measure our miles

Death can be a lovely lady,

But that bitch bites hard

She snatched you 

Before I even saw 

It coming.

But I have these memories 

And they keeping rolling around my head.

They come alive when a day

Without you is too hard to swallow

I miss you everyday

But I trust what we built 

And I hope I still reside 

Behind your eyes,

So when those eyelids shield you 

From the world,

Your memories will come alive again

Your memories of me.

This is all I have but,

its not enough for me.

You were mine once.

I watched you blossom,

And now people tell I have to let you go.

But I'm not sorry for loving you

I will never be.

I will be here waiting till day I get to see you

I promise...