By dictionary definition energy is, "The capacity of a physical system to do work." Which by everyday terms when someone says, 'I don't have any energy.' They mean that they feel like they can't move their body or focus their mind to do something. Usually this is said when someone is doing physical activity for a long period of time such as football or rugby. It is also used by people at work/school. They tend to be really tired or they cannot be asked to do the work.
Alongside all my other problems I suffer from weird energy lost. I'll go into a lesson and feel fall of energy, not tired at all. 10 minutes into the lesson and I feel like I haven't slept in over 15 hours. It is strange, I generally don't know what goes on. My teachers don't understand fully. I have people trying to track it as they want to get the best grades I can. I know in certain subjects if I try my hardest I could get A/A* which would look great on a CV but I won't get these if I have no energy. I don't use it as an excuse. If I don't do homework, I don't turn round and say, 'Miss I didn't do it because I had no energy.' I just take the punishment and get on with it. I play football on the weekend and do other physical activities during the week but I don't get tired from them as much as I do from this energy lost problem which is old.
Other problems cause by this is that I can't be asked to do certain things such as: coursework, revision, class work and friends. To try and put it as simple as possible it makes me feel like I can't be asked to do anything. My coursework, I have done most of the coursework I have been given and I am on my way to completing all apart from one but I can't be asked to do it as I get home and have no energy to do it or I can't go back after school as I feel like I need sleep. Same for everything else to do with school.
Friends are completely different. They to me feel like they can determine my energy, sounds weird I know but say I have had a good lunch/break with them I can be full of energy but say I don't it lowers my energy levels down. I hate that fact. I hate it because say I ever discuss this with my friends it would put pressure on them and for the fact it makes me feel like I have to be in a full conversation. Sometimes I wanted to relax but I can't.
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