He'll think I'm crazy, he won't love me anymore after he finds out. I wish I hadn't done it, but at the same time I'm glad I did. It made me feel alive.
I stayed up half the night, but eventually fell asleep, wrapped in Harry's comforting arms. I didn't think my arms would stop bleeding, they did, eventually, but a small part of me wishes they hadn't. Honestly, the only people that would miss me are Harry and the guys, my family and Cheyenne. I wonder how her night out was? I know since I didn't talk it much it probably had an effect, or maybe it didn't?
I wake up late, as usual, throwing on one of Harry's sweaters and a pair of yoga pants, I have to at least look decent if there are people here.
"I was just going to wake you up babe." Harry grins at me, wrapping an arm around me before kissing my temple.
"Sure." I grumble, making my way over to the fridge and grabbing some strawberries. "How'd you sleep?" I ask, in hopes to dismiss my attitude.
"Great, actually." He smirks, winking at me as Cheyenne walks into the kitchen.
"Hey bitch." She greets with a smile.
"Thanks for noticing, slut." I smile in return.
"Jesus Christ, if I didn't know you we're best friends I would've thought you secretly hated each other." Niall says as the rest of the guys walk in behind her, a few feet a way.
"So, you and Niall?" I lower my voice and stare at her, wiggling my eyebrows as I wash the berries.
"Yeah, he's nice." She smiles at me causing me to roll my eyes.
"Details." I'm eager to find out what they did last night, where they went, who they hung out with, if he hurt her in any way because if he did anything to this ginger I'll personally kill him.
"Well..." She blushes, immediately I know he didn't so anything, or pressure her into anything. I can tell he was sweet and judging by the look Niall keeps giving Cheyenne every so often I can tell he likes her too. "After dinner we walked around for a while, just talking, then he took me home and offered to take the couch, eventually I ended up sleeping on his bed but OMG Pam he was the sweetest but he was also a little edgy because when I shivered and told him I was cold he was like 'well damn I can't change the weather' and then we laughed. I don't know, I'm getting mixed signals."
"Oh, he definitely likes you, lets go somewhere today, yeah?" I smile, I need to get out.
"All four of us, right?" She asks nervously, I only nod.
"Yeah, this afternoon sometime then tonight get McDonald's or something?" I shrug but she smiles.
"Yeah, that'd be really cool." She smiles causing me to smile. Actually, we used to hate each other, believe it or not.
*****
"You had to wear yoga pants?" Harry grumbles beside me making me giggle and roll my eyes. "Everyone is looking at you." He groans. "I should've fucked you before we left." He says lowly causing me to look up at him with widened eyes.
"I think these yoga pants should suffice for now." I smile up at him as be smirks down at me, wrapping his arm around my waist as we stand in line. I heard about this place a while ago. It's and indoor rollercoaster park, and it looks like so much fun. There's an arcade, and a paint-ball game room too.
After a few rides Harry gets food for us, mainly because Niall was hungry. He brought food on the roller coaster with him, but I can't judge him. If I were brave enough I would've too.
"He likes you." I inform Cheyenne as they leave. She blushes but tries to hide it, and her smile.
"No he doesn't."
"Ask him out, I dare-"
"Niall would never go out with her fat ass." A perfectly shaped, more than likely fake, blonde says. I jump but roll my eyes as I look up at her, jaw clenched.
"She's not fat, she has just a good of a chance as you, or anyone else for that matter." I stand up.
"Pam, it's fine." Cheyenne assures me, and though it may be fine to her, it's not to me. No one calls her shit except me because that's love.
"Yeah, Pam, listen to your slutty girlfriend." I'm gonna kill her so hard unless the boys come back.
"She's not a slut, and we're both straight, hoe."
"Hoe? Sweetie, listen up, I suggest you get your bitch ass outta here and take your fat ass friend with you before I-"
"Before you what?" I growl, inching closer. I hear Cheyenne stand up, placing a hand on my shoulder.
She opens her mouth to say something but before I can process what I'm doing I'm smashing my fist in her face. Blood runs out of her nose. "Pam!" Cheyenne shrieks as I notice the guys running towards us. I hope they brought food.
"Bitch, you ruined my nose job." Called it. She's more fake than Barbie, oh my god. She grabs a fist full of my hair but I claw her throat as security, both there's and ours, run at us to break up the fight. Pulling us away, I kick her shin. I hope it bruises since I couldn't give her a black eye or two.
"Pam, calm down." Harry commands me as Paul drags me out of the place. I try to pace my breathing. "Paul let her go." Harry commands and Paul backs away to go get Niall.
"What the hell?" He nearly shouts as I burst in giggles at my previous actions.
"I wanna do it again, what a rush." I can tell my eyes lit up as I smile and shuffled my feet to the car.
"You're crazy!" He shouts after me.
"You love me!" I turn around and smile at him.
*****
At McDonald's everyone just had to tease me about my "fight" but to be honest my hand hurts but I pretend it doesn't. I have to be strong, but that probably makes no sense. I joke along with them, I have to, but it's not all bad, I think they're actually praising me?
"I honestly never thought a girl of your... body type could handle herself like that." Louis admits causing me to roll my eyes.
"Funny story, actually, now I'm not bragging or anything but in 5th grade I held the record for most pull ups which was 22." I smile confidently. I beat everyone in my class, even the boys, it was amazing.
"Ooh, what a record." Louis, who just so happens to be sitting next to me, taunts, so I punch his shoulder causing him to groan and hold the bruising area. I didn't mean to hit him that hard, shit.
"Shit, sorry..." I giggle. "It wasn't supposed to be that hard."
"I wouldn't be surprised if you broke her nose."
"Good." I smirk, I told them the whole story on the way here. Of course, being boys, they wanted to know every detail about the fucking fight. "She deserved it."
"It was incredibly hot, by the way." Harry huskily whispers in my ear sending chills down my spine. I honestly do love the way he makes me feel. I love him, so much. I may have come to terms that he may be the one...
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A/N: sorry it's short and stupid but I've been sick and I have to go back to school tomorrow and I'm stressing over semester exams because I had them this week and missed them because I was sick so idk if I'll update this weekend, maybe Sunday? Maybe?
Idk I don't really have much to say except how did your guys' exams go?
Qotd: where are you guys from (I probably already asked this lol I don't remember) but I'm from Wisconsin and its cold up here and I hate it *groan*
Ilygsm❤ and tygsm for 13K reads that means so much😘 *mwah* baiiii
(Btw I just noticed that it says Chapter 13 not chapter 23 lmfao I'm not changing it I'm too lazy don't judge me)
