sulat.roniko

In my Existence

An excerpt.

❝I am not going to tell you that you're special. Every human is, in a sense. You however, are beyond that.

I have seen many things in this world.

I've watched a single person burned thousands of his brothers because he decided they were different. I've watched your kind kill each other, conquer one another, slaughtering even the purest soul of an infant -over and over again. While we, the army of our Father, the creatures you call angels, stood and watched as you learn from your mistakes and rise from your fall just to be hit again with your nuclear weapons, bio-terrorism, suicides and your heresy...

It was simple: you wanted power. Those who seek it becomes the leader and those who do not becomes the follower. Strong and weak, that was how it had been for so long; that is what it is right now. 

For a while, peace was recognized. Power became the epitome of this era.

I wasn't worried then and I'm not worried now. To begin with, I don't think I was capable of feeling anything until I found you.

I thought then that maybe the reason why Father keep telling us to bow down to your species was because of such emotions. Maybe we were powerful beyond words, but you... humans, will always be superior in Father's eyes.

You confuse me. 

For the first time in my existence, I am in doubt.❞