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Orpheus,
Remember when I told you that I can be really intense? Well, brace yourself, man. Jk. Lol
Seriously tho, I'll try and keep this as short as I can (emphasis on 'try') but don't expect too much cause I suck.
How are you? Like really.
By the way, do you know Future Shorts? They have a Youtube channel; they make this really random and cool short films/clips. You should check it out, man.
So yea. Uhh, anyway-
I hope you won't take this the wrong way —I'm not going to pretend that I know you and that I understand completely what you're going through. Or any other BS that goes like"it's going to be alright" and "everything happens for a reason". What I really want to say is that —you have a lot to offer the world. There are people out there who cares for you. I'm sure you have your friends who are waiting for you and who are willing to listen. And there are also strangers out there who wants to know you; who needs to hear your story. I know. Cause I'm one of 'em. :)
Honestly, every time I read your answers on the context of ending your life or just another day of existing —feeling worthless... under depression -I just... I keep asking myself, why?
I don't know your entire story, like I told you I'm not gonna pretend that I do; I only know the bits that you've decided to share with me. But whenever I talk to you, I see all these montage of black and whites. And on some days I feel 'em morphed into prisms of bright colored hues. I think I already told you once, but it's worth repeating —your soul is beautiful. I'm sure you see that too, right? I understand it gets blurry sometimes; heavy tears, aching heart, flaws and memories from your past fogging up your life right now.
I know. It's hard. Not gonna argue on that. Won't tell you to be happy or to forget those things neither. I'm not really sure myself what's the purpose of this letter. I guess I just figured, one less letter to keep on my pile. One less regret, one less piece of genuine gesture. Just that.
I am your friend.
Just so you know. For whatever it's worth...
Whether you like or not. Jk. lol. What I mean is: if you ever need new movies/series to watch, I'm here. Or if you got new song/s on your playlist, don't be selfish. I'm right here, man. Lol. And it goes without saying that I'll be waiting for your next project/update on instagram :) or if you ever just wanna be random and have a conversation, just ask.
By the way, did you get some sleep? You gotta sleep, dude. Also, eat. Alagaan ang sarili. Regards to Daisy and Omali (hope his wounds are getting better). Aight, man, I'll see you when I see you. Feel free to drop by anytime. Good luck with your papers!
