Black Butler/Kuroshitsuji Boyfriend Scenarios (Ciel only)

You move on

    (Part 2) 

    ~Ciel's P.O.V~

    I could barely believe it. (Y/N) was absolutely right. The way I told her my feelings, the way I planned my visit, and the purpose; they were all to get back to work. It astonished me how a few sentences from her made me ponder about the conversation for the rest of the day.

    Her words made me remember the times I had with her which I cherish, yet took for granted.

    I began missing her entirely; paperwork was no longer in any reason I had for wanting her back. Well, it was in a few, because even though I've been working more, I'm getting distracted much more easily.

    Work is still a priority; but I seemed to have mixed (Y/N) and work as one; in which case she is no longer considered one I care for and I can see why she was hurt by that.

    Apparently my actions resulted in our relationship more than expected because... she moved on. I know I should be happy for her finding someone who cares for her the same way she does, them, but I'm not! I'm mad! I want her and now she belongs to some other random noble!

    However, I did not think about this long. I tried avoiding anything that spoke of (Y/N)'s new relationship. If I dwell on this, my emotions would surely come out at some point. I'm not worried about the servants or public noticing; I know how to conceal my feelings from them; it's Sebastian I'm trying to hide them from.

   I don't need that bloody demon teasing me about my jealousy! Or let alone any feelings I have; especially toward (Y/N). He seems to have a keen sense of smell when it comes to detecting any feeling from me. Unfortunately.