The change

The feels

The car has been stopped and I don't look at where we are.

I feel a tap on my shoulder. I look down and a just my eyes from staring at the sky. I look at Angel as she points to the building.

I go wide eyed and grab my album and phone quickly before sliding out of the car. It seems more windy here than at my place.

Walking through the parking lot I panic on what I'm suppose to say or do. My TMH Tour shirt is over lapping my body with wrinkles as to the fact that it's to large for me.

I decide to stay quiet unless I'm spoken too. But, I proceed into the building filled with thousands of screaming girls.

My girls and I go get our bracelets with the money we brought to come here. We walk in line and wait for the line to keep proceeding forward.

I realize now that we're only second in line before we go in. I see Paul and Mark. Paul is by the table and Mark is at the gate. With few more security guards in the area as well.

"Next."

The girls and I squeal as we walk past Mark. Walking towards the signing table I place my album on it for them to sign. Harry is the first to sign. His scribbled signature is on the cover. Liam's is printed messily on the cover as well. Louis's is nice and neat leaving space for Zayn and Niall. Zayn quickly signs the cover.

Niall opens the album and signs his name and then scribbles a little more. I furrow my brow as he keeps writing finally finishing handing me the album. He looks at me and grins with is pearly whites.

I finish walking out of the guarded area. I finish walking till I'm outside and hear less car noise than in used to do but its peaceful and I like that. The peacefulness doesn't last very long after my screaming friends come walking out of the building.

We walk to the car.

"I'm starving lets get something to eat." Blair suggests as we start pulling out of the hotels parking lot.

Angel drives a little further down the road until she pulls into a Outback Steakhouse. I love their food!

She parks the car and we head Inside for food. There is a little line so we put our name in as we are given a monitor and we sit in the waiting booths.

We chatted and giggles about our experience and just waited to be seated.

The monitor in Kate's hand light up like a Christmas tree. She hands it to the hostess and she guides us to our table.

We are at a round booth in the corner. I wait for everyone to be seated so I can sit at the end. I get pulled into the seat next to Angel.

"Your waiter will be right with you." the hostess with the name tag Rebecca informs us. The menus are given to us and we skim through.

This is my favorite restaurant so I know what I'm going to get.

"Hello, my name is Josh I will be your server today, may I help you with any drinks?" the waiter says to us and I perk my head up.

We all order our drinks and I went with a ice water with lemon.

Angel nudged my arm and smiled probably thinking on setting me up with this Josh guy.

I skim the menu and decide to order a garden salad with no tomato and onion with ranch dressing.

He places each of our drinks in front of us and places a pack of straws in the middle of the table

He asks us for our orders and he starts at Blair. He smiles at her and she blushes. I'm next to order.

He looks at me with his perfect teeth and brown hair slicked back with gel. I order my salad and nods scribbling in his notebook where our orders are placed.

He walks away with the notebook into the kitchen. The girls are talking about how cute Josh is and I roll my eyes. Cause he's not really my type at all.

With barely anyone being in the restaurants we are able to get our food in a couple of minutes.

We nearly talk after we eat our food. I finish before anyone else since I've only gotten a salad. Kate asks for the check and he hands it to her. She signs it and pays for it. We climb out of the booth and exit the restaurant.

We get into the car as angel starts it and we head home.

Angel drops me off at my stop and I head inside.