The change

Harry's phone call.

I am wake but not moving. I am talking but not yelling I am falling out of where I belong. I am falling into hell. I hear a ringing. A phone I answer. It's Johnny.
I wake up with a figure infront of me.
"Sky you okay?" Louis asks me very concerned.
"Yeah just a bad dream" I reply to him with tears burning my cheeks and damp.
I squint as he turns on the light. He looks at me with his sleepy eyes. He rubs my tears away making his hand on my face cold.
He pulls me in for a hug and he places me on his lap while my arms are around his neck. I look into his baby blue eyes. He lifts me up as he carries me to the bathroom. He places me on the counter in the bathroom and turns on the light. And closing the door.
"I know what I saw earlier I want to know why?" he told me in a raspy voice. He was drinking I can tell by his eyes and breath.
"No Louis. I'm not gonna tell you! Why do you care so much huh? I don't like how much stuff I have to go through! Niall barely ever cares and how do I know he actually loves me! All of you boys love me, pick a girl that is right for you! I'm sorry but I can't handle you guys saying you love me and kissing me and I love Niall but does he feel the same way!?" I whisperly yell and feel guilty.
(LOUIS POV)
My heart just broke. Why would she think this? Is there something that happened recently that made her feel this way.
She's right. We keep getting in the way if her and Niall maybe I'll have to give her space but I feel bad cuz Niall has done so much to prove to her that he doesn't love her but he's done things that make us prove he does but I'll talk to Ni and see what we can do.
"Sky listen, trust me I know the way you feel I feel like this all the time. I love how you don't care about eating or anything or being skinny or not wanting to be a mode. I love how you are just you. No your not perfect and that's why we love you. That's why I love you. That's why Niall loves you whenever your not around he doesn't stop talking about you and that makes me laugh cuz he really does love you and I'm happy for him and you" I say to her and she smiles.
I bend down and I open the cabinet door and grab some peroxide to put on her cuts and a cloth next to the cabinet. I stand up and again and tell her to lift her shirt. She refuses but she gives in after a while.
I see the red lines on her stomach as her past is shown in bloody messes. I pour some peroxide in the cloth and I dab the cloth on her harmed skin. She bites her lip and that concerns me.
She puts her hand on mine and pushes it away. As a sign of pain. I stop and put them back into the cabinet and throw the cloth in the laundry hamper.
I look up at Sky and her tears and her pain. I want her so bad I wish I could just take her to my own house throw her on the bed and make her mine. But she has a king and it's Niall. I stand up and just look at her and then I look away at how I know I would never get her. Her hair is all messed up and clothes are all wrinkled and I'm in love.
I feel my hand being grabbed and held and I look up. I see Sky's eyes sparkle and I just need her. I stand in between her legs and I pull her close to me.
My hand is on the side of her damped face. I gently place my lips on hers. I pull back and smile. I feel her breath on my lips and I want it.
She stands up off the counter and pull her body as close to mine a possible. my other hand is on her lower back holding her close to me.
I pull her chin up to make my eyes look into hers. Her eyes are so blue not ocean blue and not dark blue but a perfect blue. I can tell that her make up wore off and she's insecure.
I gently place my lips on hers and I bite her lip. She winced in pleasure. I know the insecurity is going away. I wish it was always like this me and her kissing whenever and where ever she wants. I would take her to my bedroom and make her mine and show her what I see and what I love but I can't take it I have to tell her how I feel.
But, I keep kissing her and my tongue escapes my mouth into hers making a circular motion. I gently pull away. Having only panting sounds escape our mouths.
"I'm..I'm sorry Sky that was uncalled for I'm sorry. I shouldn't of done that and I'm sorry I was drinking it was a alcoholic mistake." I say too her and she smirks at me and I look away from her and step away.
"Lou it's ok. People make mistakes and some people learn from them and some don't but I haven't learned yet. But, I want you to at least try." she says to me and I just look at her and nod.
"Sky again I'm sorry it's just I've never met a girl like you and I'll try to not do this again and I'm just lonely and drunk so I have no clue what to do anymore." I say to Sky and she bites her lip and nods.
"It's fine Lou. I'll make a deal with you. Ok, so if you really feel lonely than go out with Angel you made love with her before." she giggles and has the smart ass look on her face. I love that look. But, she's right I'll give Angel a try I mean I like Angel a lot in think I just like Sky so much couldn't find all her awesome qualities.
"Thanks Sky, love you, night." I say to her and she just smiles and closes the door. As I leave to go upstairs.
I get to the final step of the stairs and walk into the room where it's all dark. I get to my bed and stare at the ceiling and sigh in happiness. But, the lights turn on. It's Harry.
"Lou I know you like Sky and I know that I like Sky and I know Liam likes Sky but why can't we find some distractions from Sky. Like a strip club perhaps. You, me and Liam are going tomorrow night." He tells me and I nod as the fact that I actually like that idea because then I get away and I can let go.
I tell Harry to turn off the light and I turn over on my side and fall asleep with my thoughts roaming freely in my head.
(NIALL'S POV)
I look for Sky but she's not there. I feel dizzy from drinking yet I like it but, Sky wasn't acting right and her stomach was hurting and I'm gonna figure out why.
I stand up very unstable and walk towards the door. I stand at the doorway for a little while and wait for my vision to clear up so I can walk down the stairs. I move away from the doorway and walk down the stairs one step at a time.
I get to the final step and notice the bathroom light was on. I walk towards it to see Sky. She's lifting her shirt up and she turns so I could see what she's doing. I look in disappointment and guilt and pain. A tear rolls down my cheek and I realize how stupid I could be I know it's my fault. I walk into the bathroom.
"Sky?" I ask through the door way looking at her. She jumps and looks at her stomach and puts her shirt down and the cloth away in the hamper.
"Y...y...eah?" she says back. She knows that I know but I need to know not just because of me but what else happened.
"I know now. But, can I know why? I'm not mad I'm disappointed in not only you but myself I know I haven't been much of a good boyfriend and I'm gonna make it up to you. But, is it the other boys?" I ask her and she nods.
"What have they done?" I have to ask her.
"Well, they keep kissing me and telling me they love me and I just want you and only you and I just want time with you but they keep getting in the way. Also with everything going on with the hospital visits and stuff I need a chance to be alone and be with you." She says to me and I hate the boys for doing this but I also hate myself for not being the best I can.
"Ok well the boys forget about them. Trust me I love you and I promise as soon as I am done with everything tomorrow I will be yours ok I have to finish with the recording and stuff and I'm all yours. Only yours." I love the way her eyes lit up. I walk over to her and give her a hug as her arms are wrapped around my neck and she is on her tippy toes I realize I would never want a better girlfriend to love and to hold.
"Why don't we go to bed and I'll make you breakfast in the morning before I go to work with the boys. I'll talk to them and I won't hurt anybody and you and Perrie and the girls can go shopping." she nodded as I told her everything and I sobered out a bit crying. We walk up the stairs next to each other and walk into OUR bedroom and close the door.
She walks over to the bed and pulls the covers over her and lays on her left side. I roll into bed as well with all my clothes on and put my arms around her making her feel secure and she falls asleep peacefully and I fall asleep a little after knowing she's safe with me.
••••••••••••••MORNING•••••••••••••••••
(SKYLAR'S POV)
I wake up with no Niall next to me. Then I roll out of bed and walk down stairs to smell breakfast. I walk down to the stairs to the last step and walk into the kitchen to see my Irish muffin flipping pancakes.
He carries the hot pan with the oven glove on and places the pancakes on a plate. He puts the pan in the sink and takes the glove off and gives me a kiss on the cheek and a hug.
"Good morning, babe." He says to me making me chuckle as he pulls out a chair for me to sit. He joins me at the table with our plates full of food to be eaten.
"Thank you Niall for making me breakfast." I thank him and he smirks.
"Oh you think this is the only thing I'm giving you." he says with a chuckle and a smirk.
We silently eat our breakfast. Not a bad silent but a silent that we both know that we are happy.
We finished enough food for our tummies to be content and happy. We left some on the table for the others to finish.
Harry walks into the kitchen and takes some food and puts it on a plate to eat.
The phone rings. Niall picks it up.
"Harry it's for you." Niall says giving the phone to Harry.
"Hello"
"Yes"
"Yes"
"No"
"Will do sir thank you"
Is all we can hear on this side of the phone.
"What's wrong Harry?" I ask.
"Um.. I have to go back to England so I can go to my mother and fathers funeral and they were wondering if I had a way there and I said yes but I need all if you to go with me." I sighed knowing that this would happen.
"How about all the boys and Perrie go while I stay here with my girls so that way we can get to have some girl time ya know and don't interrupt your family." I say and he nods as he processes everything.
"But all the boys have to be packed tonight and we leave tomorrow morning. We'll only be gone a week." Harry says and I watch Niall and Harry walk upstairs and start packing.
I follow them but go to my bedroom and see Niall packing.
"I hope that you miss me when your gone." I say to him and he smirks.
"I'll definitely miss you no matter what happens." he says placing a peck in my lips.
"But, tonight is our night before I leave it's about us and only us." He said and kisses me on the cheek.
This is our night and will never be forgotten.
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