The change

Nightmares with sweet ends

As we were waiting for the tea pot to boil, we turned on the TV to see the news.

In Front of the hotel building where Niall used to stay before coming here.

The news cast was about Niall. About how he was missing. The caption was "Niall Horan gone missing" meaning he didn't tell Liam where he was going and he snuck out.

"Fans say they saw the young hunk walking the streets of New York earlier this evening but disappeared." Said the highly dressed news caster.

"Niall." I look at him with concern and he just looks at me with a dead expression.

"What?" he says, making me freak out.

"Did you even tell Liam and your group where you were going?" I slightly raise my voice.

"No, and I shouldn't need to I'm kinda a grown man, I can make my own decisions." he raises his voice at me too. Although he is right, so I guess it's not that big of a deal.

"Just call Liam, before he goes Daddy Direction on you and makes you never
come near me again." I say and he rushes to get his phone.

"Yeah, well if your gonna make me" he said back grabbing his phone dialing Liam's number.

He calls Liam and explains him that he's fine and where he is and why he's here. But, Liam needs to chill he's a grown man.

But, still didn't Niall think beiges he got chased down the street by fans. I am mad at him but understand why he did it, but still.

I have so much on my mind and so much to do. I have to explain to the girls about me and Niall without them freaking out, I need to figure out how our relationship is going to work in the first place and trying to stay hidden from everyone outside about me and Niall dating is the worst.

Time away would be good but I can't go anywhere. I love Niall and have before I even met him but knowing that he will text and hold me when I'm not feeling ok is not something I have ever thought of.

I run upstairs, Niall is distracted so it's the perfect timing. I go into the bathroom in my bedroom and lock the door behind me after me closing it.

I rinse my face off to try to calm down. I put my elbows on the counter placing my head in my hands and think. Think positive.

I turn the faucet on in the shower and think while I continue. I strip out of my clothes and step into the shower knowing that it's not cold but blazing with heat.

I hear the knob wiggle trying to be released form the lock it's glued in. I tell Niall to go but he refuses to listen.

There's a pause in wiggling. So I continue cleaning my face and body. The shower sounds like rain against the tile ground below my feet.

I breeze of cold air is brought among the bathroom giving me goosebumps. I turn the water hotter but all I feel is colder.

"What's wrong, Skyla?" Niall gestures, I try to hold back sniffles by holding my breath and not talking.

"Answer me." he raises his voice at me.

"I'm fine, Niall I just wanted to take a shower." I slur with hiccups in my shaking voice almost being not able to speak.

"Your not fine Sky, it's obvious, what's wrong?" I feel guilty with the way he says his words at me. Should I tell him or should I stay quiet?

I'm standing in the shower having a mental fight with myself as Niall is on the other side of the certain waiting for me to speak.

"Fine, I'm not ok." I finally pled my heart out of misery. I hear a breath of relief from Niall's mouth.

"Then what's wrong, why are you upset, you can talk to me." he reassures me by his tone that I can tell him anything.

"Well, there's a lot going on and I can't handle it as well as I used to, so I'm really out of place with, my friends and us and trying to understand if there is an us and so on. Just trying to understand right now." I say through the steamy room.

"You have a lot of stress, I should leave you alone for a while. But, let me stay the night before I leave for the shortest time that will feel like forever." he says Almost tearing my heart apart because all I need to know is that we are or we make an us.

"Niall, all I wanted you to say was if there was an us." I quiet and as I say I feel arms wrap around my stomach. I jump in fright.

"Yes, there is an us, there's always been an us even before we met we just didn't know I yet." Niall whispers in my ear. I left my head back leaning on his shoulder.

I gave him looking at him as the water splashes water on his face. I look at him , not knowing how I feel but how he feels.

I have no way of telling how I feel right now, my mind is emptied and life feels strong again just with one touch from him I was let go.

I turn off the faucet and we both exit the shower, I wrap my towel around my body like a dress and walk towards my closet to put on pajamas. I change into my sweats and Niall's shirt that was just handed to me.

Niall just wears sweats with no shirt available for unhidden.

I get under the duvet sheets and rest my head on my pillow where I am now being spooned from behind.

I rest there peacefully knowing that he'll be gone by morning. I don't want him to leave.

"Niall, don't leave." I tell him softly.

"I would never." he whispers in my ear wrapping his arms tighter around me.