The change

Oh fans

After watching movies and eating 4 bowls of popcorn. The girls went back the their apartments.

I had to clean my apartment. After having popcorn fights and pillow fights.

I heard my phone ring, I look at the caller ID and its says Sexy Nialler. Really he had to put his name in my phone like that.

"Hello" I say a bit flirty.

"Hey babe can I come over" he said sounding very panicked.

"Yeah, why is something wrong?" I say because I hear a lot of noise in the background.

"Yeah but, I can't talk now. Can I just come over?" he says with a little panic scream.

"Of course?" I say questioned about what is happening on the other line.

"Ok be there in 5" he said ending the phone call with "oh shit".

I didn't understand why he's freaking out. Like he sounded like a little girl, well a manly little girl.

I went upstairs because he sounded like he was scared as shit so why be right by the door.

I heard loud thuds behind me and I look over my shoulder to see a very scared Niall.

"Hey? What's up?" I say and he hold on to me like a little child.

"Hey, and I'm only panicking because I was chased from the recording studio all the way here by fans, I couldn't even get into the hotel building." he says to me and I chuckle.

"What's so funny?" he asks me offended by my actions.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to laugh it's just I used to be one of those people chasing you guys before I met you." I say laughing and he gave me a disturbed look.

"So do you want to stay the night?" I asked and he nodded excitedly.

"Niall?, why are you so shooken up from the fans?" I ask him and he looks at me weirdly like what I said was stupid.

"Well they tried taking my clothes off for starters, and one of them wanted me to kiss them and then I honored them then they tried ambushing me." he states and I playfully pout and he's offended.

"Oh well your safe now, although most of those girls are probably twice as pretty as me." I state the second part quietly so he doesn't hear but he knows I said something.

"What did you say?" he asks and I panic on the inside.

"I said nothing." I say and I don't usually lie but I think he knows what I said just wants me to admit what I said.

"Ok then." he says looking away from me.

I just am confused why it means so much to him, he could date anyone in the world. Someone prettier than me and more rich and famous but no he's picks me.

I have a mental fight with myself and Niall just watches me pace back and forth.

He grabs me and stops me in my place.

"Hey, your gonna make me dizzy. What's wrong your not ok, I can tell." Well I'm just gonna lie and say I'm fine.

"Nothing's wrong Niall, I'm fine." I lie to him and myself. I'm fucked up for real.

"Your lying." he tries to get me to spill but it's not gonna work.

"No I'm not, I'm fine." I state to him. So he backs off and still watches me.

I shouldn't lie but if I offend myself he will be offended so I have to watch what I say. Only if I could not be so negative and like myself but I don't.

I want to go to sleep but Niall doesn't want to, so we sit and talk for a bit and I grab my phone and I look at the comments that Twitter left on my lock screen, making me want to cry.

I open up Twitter and look at how much hate I have and wonder what did I do to them. Niall is looking over my shoulder.

"How can you let them do this?" he asks me so concerned and broken hearted.

"I'm used to it." I say and Niall is taken aback because he knows that I've been bullied and all but not like this.

"Come here." Niall opens his arms up for a hug and I embrace him and lay my head on his chest.

"I'm gonna make you some tea, come on." Niall takes my hand dragging me downstairs to the kitchen where he put the tea pot on the stove.