The change

I forgive Niall

I went upstairs after talking to Louis well me and Niall are over so I'm single. Yay.

I go to my closet again and get some clothes to wear today. I pick out some Hollister capris sweats and a 1D tour shirt from when I went to the Take me home tour and some Toms. I lay the outfit on my bed and go into the bathroom to take a shower.

I turn on the faucet to hear rain patting on the window but I look out side and it's Liam through in rocks at the window. I ignore it and continue. I get I to the shower as the water goes and rinses my body. I wash my hair and body and rinse. I get out of the shower and put the towel around my body and walk out of the bathroom to see my door wide open. Luckily no one came in.

I close it and put my lace bra and panties on and my T-shirt and sweats on and my Toms.

I sit on my bed and look at college catalogues. Since I'm not dating anyone anymore maybe I can finally go to college and live my dream. I look at NYU and Harvard but nothing suits my fancy maybe I don't know I'll talk to dad about it.

If I pick college what would I do I mean I need to choose between boys. How did I talk about colleges to boys I'm so messed up. But, still I like Niall but I don't know if I can't trust him. I like Liam because he's nice to me and I know he won't be mean to me. And I like Louis because he's a good person to talk too and he's a good person well all the time but I feel bad because I need to hang out with my friends maybe I'll hang out with them all week.

I call all my friends and they are all busy besides Blair. I'll hangout with her because she's my second favorite. Shhhh don't tell anyone. Blair walks though my front door and she looks sad but why?

"Hey Blair what's wrong?" I say suspiciously.

"Um well I found out about your problems and I felt bad so I cancelled my things because I didn't want you to be lonely" she says honestly.

"Oh Hun you didn't have to do that" I say and she nods.

"You go get your plans back you can go I won't mind" I say and she shrugs her shoulders.

"Are you sure because I wanted to talk to you about your issues because I want you to feel better and well honestly I don't know what I'm saying" she says and I chuckle.

"Well thanks but you can go it's fine if you want to I won't be mad" I say and she shakes her head. Oh ok.

"Ok well then I guess I'll tell you the situation" I say and she smiles. Wait, she wants to hear about my problems well this is new.

"So talk" she says like almost at the edge of the couch in excitement.

"Well, what's going on is Niall was caught kissing Selena Gomez and I got mad told him to leave and never come back. Then I talked to Louis and he almost well I don't know what he did. Then Liam likes me and I don't know who choose I swear his number changed my life by a lot" I say and she nods.

"We'll go with your heart" she says and then I nod. I guess she's right I have to stop thinking and let my heart choose ok that sounds easy.

Well me and Blair plan on doing art were doing graffiti. I learned from Zayn but that's ok she does it girly not the way Zayn does.

We do that for about an hour or so and then she leaves I feel so lonely but I don't any anyone around. So I talk to myself. Yes, I do don't judge I have a lot going so deal.

"So Niall and me almost had a baby and we match together like puzzle pieces but I don't know if I can trust him. Liam is good for me because he's well he's Liam and Louis's good for me because I can get a good laugh so I don't know what to do?" I say walking up the stairs.

(NIALLs POV)

I am at the bar and I'm getting drunk I always do this when I loose someone I really love everyone know this.

But I didn't kiss Selena she only did that to make Justin jealous I would never treat Sky like that. I just wish she would believe me. Should I talk to her or should I not?

Well she's just across the street. Maybe just pop in and say sorry or something.

I have my last shot and I walk across the street the best I can. I walk up the stairs instead. I need Sky because she's my sober drug my sun to my earth my love to my heart. I get to her door and I wish I wasn't dizzy. I knock on the door 3 times and hear her call out saying she was coming. Knock knock knock!

The door opens and the expression on Sky's face looks happy and sad. So I guess mixed emotions. I look into her eyes and drift away into deep thought of how gorgeous she is. She waves her hand in my face.

"What? Oh sorry hey Sky can I please come in" I say to her and she nods like nothing ever happened.

"Listen Sky I'm really sorry I didn't mean to hurt you it's just when the press came she kissed me to get fucking Justin jealous. I'm really sorry." I say and she nods and smiles. But why?

"I know it's ok I really missed you because I talked to Louis and Blair and all of them and it's ok I just wish you told me that earlier instead of now" she says and I nod to the fact that she still likes me. I feel sober again. Wow how does she do that? But, her talking to Louis makes me furious but I have my Sky back.

"Yeah I'm so sorry I didn't realize that I lost something that was so unique and so beautiful until I let It go" I say grab her face in my hand and her leaning into it.

"I love you Niall" she says to me and my heart just stopped because she still loves me after what I did to her what will the boys say?

"I love you Sky will all my heart and will never hurt you ever again I promise" I say to her and she nods and her smile gets bigger.

I give her and hug I play with her hair it's so soft I miss her hair. Well I missed all of her.

I missed her long thin legs, her nice arse, her little stomach she has and her perfect breasts and beautiful face that can not be really described it's so beautiful but now I have her back and I'm not going to loose her again.

I look at the clock and it's late. Time always goes by way to quick. But, me and her head to bed I still hate that she slept with Liam but I understand why she did it. So strip out of my clothes so that I'm left with just my boxers on. She went to her closet and changed into my T-shirt and just wore undies underneath.

She gets under the covers and I put my arms around her. She falls a asleep before me I just watch my beautiful princess sleep because I love her more than ever.

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