This is a book to contradict my depression one, hopefully I start adding to this one more often than the other, please give them both a read, my life and thoughts can be pretty amusing I suppose😊😂
Even if you can't stand to admit it, some help would be nice.
For the longest time, julian would help. I actually was getting better, I truly felt cared about, but he just...stopped asking or telling me not to hurt myself. It made me feel like he didn't care, which I still feel, idk we fight a lot. It hurts. I feel terrible
I've lost around 18lbs Mainly starving myself but also from p.e.
I dont like it anymore, this life. For awhile I hated it, but I grew to love it. Now its darkening again.
I dont know how much longer I can deal with this crap
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