Okay but like I've come out to friends as bisexual but I've become really really fucking confused about my sexual orientation, sometimes I'm like, dang I love girls boys are fucking disgusting, but the other half of the time I'm like dangity dang I love my boyfriend//omg damn is that girl hot
That doesn't make much sense, but yeah I feel like 100% gay occasionally yet I have a boyfriend.
Also idk if like I'm confused about my gender? Like I'm a girl, and a lot of the time I want to stay a girl but when I read or look at transboys it makes me hella insecure but I know I'm not a guy, at all, but I'm thinking maybe possibly non binary but still female? I'd like to go by they/them but still identify as a female, maybe I feel some androgyny? I am super super confused about it all, but it isn't a bad thing, at least not to me, so its in this book, not my depressing one. Also I so terribly badly want to come out to my mom and sometimes I feel like I'm about to but then my mom/dad say something homophobic and I'm like AHA let's go kill myself ahahaha I hate the homosexuals just like u guys ahaha yes. *INTENSLY SWEATS* And in the past when my mom has asked if I'm "Gay" I say no I'm straight and I cry Bc it pisses me the fuck off like nothing else can and she's like are u hiding something y RU cryinganf I'm like BC U MAME ME UNCOMFORTABLE so yeah.
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Non-FictionThis is a book to contradict my depression one, hopefully I start adding to this one more often than the other, please give them both a read, my life and thoughts can be pretty amusing I suppose😊😂
