Okay so this makes me mad and highly anxious Bc I see them both very closely everyday. Kay absolutely can't stand the r word, so I thought shed like to know her "friend" Alyssa called her it about her sexuality. Alyssa is too fake to admit it, as always, because when those two are together nothing is ever real. Alyssa is always like "yeah Kaylee doesn't even like *persons name* she just pretends" like maybe its YOU she doesn't really like Alyssa? I mean she called you a pathetic piece of shit remember. I'm tired of everything. I want to really kill myself. Honestly. I rarely "talk shit about others" in fact I stopped talking to anyone for awhile after Kay left me. But I was like Lol I dont need her to be happy like I needed her the past two years of my life. I've made plenty of friends now, people who dont constantly make me question my mental wellness. Sure I have days and times like right now where I'm terribly saddened and wish for a different life but I Wouldnt trade my life now for anything. Because unlike the two mentioned I will not dwell on my elementary friends, because let's face it, we were only friends Bc we were the outcasts. "Maybe people will want to keep you as a friend" Excuse me? I dont need anyone to "keep" me as a friend who doesn't want to, thank you very much. I surround myself with people who make me feel like I matter and like I'm not the worthless lil cunt ass bitch I used to be. (Brinana thas you😏😸) Sorry I'm rude sometimes I dont mean my rudeness its jus love, I mean, I hope all my compliments help you feel better also Bc ur awesome love ya
Maybe, if you really grew up, you'd have noticed? Obviously I mean cmon I'm friends with ppl who used to hate me from Sundance, Thas lit bruh.
Also its okay for Alyssa,in January, I think the 7th, to show Kaylee stuff I said on November 25th 2016 but not for me to tell her something Alyssa said just this past Friday? Hypocritical much? And to think I truly wanted our friendship back. Ha. No thanks, I'm tired of dealing with fakes.
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Non-FictionThis is a book to contradict my depression one, hopefully I start adding to this one more often than the other, please give them both a read, my life and thoughts can be pretty amusing I suppose😊😂