My Greatest Fear

Explanation

The video starts at 2:40 if you want to just get to the music.

But this video is so inspiring I love it.

Mitch POV

Ok, so, I know it was stupid of me to run out of the room.

I understand that.

But she was pressuring me.

And I felt like I was about to have a panic attack.

I started singing a song quietly to try to calm myself down.

"The weight of a simple human emotion weighs me down more than a tank." 

After a few more verses, I finally calmed down. 

I heard someone walking down the hallway, and when I looked up I saw Scott.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

I ignored him, just looking at his face.

"Ok. It's totally fine. Just ignore me after I walked down here by myself. Do you know how scary that was? Well, you probably don't care because you don't like to talk obviously" he ranted.

I opened my mouth to speak but was surprised to hear myself sob.

I felt my cheeks become wet with salty tears, and I felt my body become engulfed in warmth.

Scott was hugging me.

"It's ok" Scott said while rubbing my back.

To be honest, it felt good.

I finally stopped crying, but then realized a small problem.

I had gotten Scott's shirt so wet.

"I'm sorry" I said over and over again.

He shushed me and I quickly shut my mouth.

"Mitchie, it's ok."

I felt my cheeks heat up at the pet name.

Then Scott's stomach rumbled loudly.

I knew he was hungry, and I knew he couldn't go alone, so I let him drag me to the cafeteria.

But I wasn't hungry.

I'd find Kirstie, and leave him there with her.

He found Avi and Kevin first, who were sitting with Alex, Jake, and Kirstie.

He dragged me over there and pulled my chair out for me.

I blushed again and sat down, even though I didn't want to.

Kirstie smiled at me, and Kevin mumbled a hi while shoveling more food in his mouth.

Avi didn't even look because he was inhaling his barbecue.

Jake's chair was facing towards the window away from everyone and he was holding Alex's hand.

I remembered his fear was of food, so he was purposely not looking at it.

He was only here for Alex.

It was so cute.

I looked next to me to try to find Scott, but when he and Kirstie weren't there, I frowned.

Wait, why was I frowning?

I didn't even like them.

But little did Mitch know that he would fall in love with Scott, the boy with pretty eyes.