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Back To The Old You

Love Pov

Kalean went back to his old job and it's pissing me off. I hate worrying when he's going for hours and plus his community service. He never helps with Marianna anymore he's always gone. I'm ready to fucking hit him upside his head. Then the wedding is supposed to be in like 2 years a lot can happen in 2 years. I'm just so stressed out right now dealing with all of this. I need time to adjust to all of this I'm not new to all of this drug stuff but the fact that I'm engaged to one of the dealers it's killing me. Can I go to jail for this? I want mari so I can talk to her or my mom. I swear it like everyone I could talk to right now is gone. I need new friends to hang with seriously. College back up in 2 months I'm really gonna have a hard time with all of this. Omg, I still haven't gotten a call from that magazine place. I rubbed my temples I was getting a headache a migraine at that.

Kalean: you ight baby

I gave a small smile.

Me: just a headache I'm fine

Kalean: did you forget who you're talking to your not fine I can tell by the look on your face

Me: I'm fine seriously where you going today

Kalean: what you mean

Me: well it's 4 and your usually not here

Kalean: oh so that's what you're thinking about you want me to leave

Me: that's not what I said

Kalean: you have a secret lover don't you

I sat up on the bed looking at him actually more like glaring.]

Me: why would you ask me that

Kalean: I thought it was funny

Me: well ha ha

Kalean: you want me to get you advil

Me: please

Kalean: ight

He left out the door he came back minutes later with water and 2 pills.

Me: thank you

Kalean: mhm

I took the pills but I still had a headache.

Me: ugh

I laid my head on my pillow pulling the cover over me

Kalean: do you need to go to the hospital

He started laughing wasn't shit funny.

Me: kalean just go nothing's funny

Kalean: I'm sorry baby I love you

I felt his arms wrap around me.I turned around and faced him he was already looking at me.

Me: I love you

Kalean: I love you too

Me: do you have a secret lover?

We both bust out laughing. We kissed then it turned into a make-out. I was straddling him. I pulled apart and just stared at him.

Kalean: what?

Me: why did you choose me, like why not some other girl?

Kalean: I choose you because I love you and I knew it when I saw you I had to have you especially with my cocky self-thinking I could have any girl I wanted

Me: well that's great explanation

Mari started crying and I got off of kalean. I walked to her room and picked her up.

Me: you stink

I laid her on the changing station and took off her diaper. I threw it in the diaper disposal.

Kalean: god damn that her

I scrunched up my face and nodded my head.

Kalean Pov

This little girl smelled the trash. I told Adrianna to take her a bath instead of just changing her. Today I will just be chilling in the living room. I turned on the tv and the music station was on it was the new singer: August Alsina. Love came downstairs singing the song.

Love: that the bae

Me: I thought I was bae

Love: Nah you the fiance

I chuckled.

Love: I love it...I love it

She was dancing to it. I wrapped my arms around her waist and danced with her. I love this woman.