Damn You [BoyxBoy]

Playground

Playground (Another Lonely Day) -Lana Del Rey [Not available on Youtube, if you want to listen to it you'll have to get it from Google or message me]

A/N: I can't proofread anything right now, so sorry if there's any mistakes!

Ty's Point Of View

Both Sean and Jeremy stop and watch me. One tear slides down my face, and feeling defenceless, I walk past them and leave the restaurant. I remember that Jeremy has my car's keys and curse. I lean on my car, and I cover my face with my hands and sob into them. How did this day get ruined so quickly? I keep asking myself.

"Ty!" I hear a tired person say. I dry my face quickly and look at Jeremy who looks like he ran here. I don't look him in the eyes, feeling my heart break once more. "Please, I'm truly sorry, I don't know what came over me!" he says, trying to grab my hands but I pull away, still avoiding eye contact.

"Just give me the keys," I demand, clenching my jaw. I feel a sudden chill from the autumn air, and I cross my arms trying to keep warm.

"No," he says, "Not until you listen to me." From the corner of my eye, I can see a pleading expression on his face, but I resist the urge to forgive so quickly.

"Fine, you've got two minutes before I call the cops, and force my keys from you," I tell him. Though I would never actually do that, I keep my expression blank, and it seems that he might believe that I would actually call the cops on him.

He beings, "Okay- um- well, I-"

"Spit it out Jeremy," I say, obviously not in the mood for our usual stuttering.

"I am so, so sorry, Ty. When you said that Sean and you ki-kissed, I felt so jealous. I'm not really the jealous type of guy- I'm really not, but with you, gosh with you, just thinking of you with someone else, it makes my blood boil. Sean he's so...old, and it would end up not working out anyways, Ty, and you know it. When I saw him, I just got this urge to beat the crap out of him for even thinking about you in a sexual way, although you said that you only kissed... You're- you're mine."

My heart betrays me, and I feel happy again. But I don't show it, I keep my jaw locked into a frown, hoping the smile that is threatening to show doesn't. "He's not old," I respond to his comment about Sean.

He snickers, "Still a pervert." I crack a small -tiny- smile, but it's enough to have him to wrap his arms around my waist and planting a kiss on my lips. You're stupid. You're an idiot. Why would you give in so fast? my brain keeps saying, but my heart keeps overshadowing those thoughts by the goosebumps from Jeremy's moist, chocolate tasting lips. My heart still hurts from the punch, but it feels... good. The kiss and the punch combined into some sort of twisted feeling; that I love.

After he pulls away, I hold him close, not wanting him to ever leave me.

"I should probably apologize to the staff," he admits, his sweet breath grazing my cheeks. I chuckle and relase him.

"Did Sean leave?" I ask Jeremy before he turns around.

"I hope so."

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The drive back to my house is silent like every drive. My brain keeps insulting me for being an idiot and forgiving Jeremy as I stare out the window, but I tell it to shut it before I-

"Why does your face look like you hate the outside world?" Jeremy asks from the driver's seat, glancing at my face.

"Oh, ha, I was sort of talking to myself in my head," I say, blushing.