Well now who could it be.. that lives inside of me?
Is the monster that you see.. a part of me?
I'm breaking apart.. I'm losing control..
And yet you're standing there smiling.. Completely blinded to the light..
There's no point anyway. What's the use of carrying on?.
I'm standing alone in this world..
My true nature is fading away..
The loneliness wraps around me and keeps drowning me.. blinding me to joys...
These lonely memories spread throughout my history.. and they are so far away.. But i no longer care.
My throat is dry. My eyes are red. My face is puffy. My arms are bloody.
I can't believe. I can't breathe. I can't run. I can't hide. I can't think. I can't see. I can't move.
I'm standing here.. Existing and feeling wrecked. Consuming life-force until i grow distant.
I'm just.. a fading no one.
The isolation and tears.
Those happy days pierce into my heart.
I feel the cold wind.. and i hide in my home.. alone.
The distance. The space inside me. The emptiness, the madness, the hopelessness, the unbearable pain that I'm going through.
Trying to find the place where I belong.
I shout. I scream. I cry. I'mangry at the world. At myself.
I feel like I'm falling.
Limps flailing. Heart racing.
Then i crash and I burn down to aches.. like a shooting star.
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The Unknown Part Of My Life
Non-Fictiondon't keep your emotions bottled up, always unleash all your thoughts
