The Unknown Part Of My Life

I'm only Human.

We hide behind the smiles.
The truth is falling down.
We're broken. We fight to cover up the scars from the war inside us.
The night is cold, and I'm sleepless.
I'm full of despair, inside the darkness...
Does anybody care what i am feeling? Because, i could use a hand sometimes..
They say "Pain is an illusion. You are just confused"
But i'm only Human.

When i need you the most, you don't even notice me.. but i still fake a smile and force a laugh.
I can do it but i do bleed when i fall down.. i do break..i do feel lost and afraid.. My colors can be washed away..
Because i'm only Human.

When i see my entire world fall apart and burn to aches, i feel as i could die right now.
I'm a person who can't sympathize with other human easily. I've also lack emotion since birth.
But i'm still Human.