Dear Brother's,
So a few have been in my own hotel room for two days now. You guys have asked me to go with you places but I have said no. So what do you do you go without me not asking why. Do you guys know what I am doing in my room?
Well I have been crying. I don't know how to stop self harming. I know at first it felt good. But now it feels just like a habit like it was before. I need help but I don't want to bother you guys. I mean I'm sure you'll find some way to say it's fake Luke. Maybe say it's a sharpie not real cuts.
Fans started a hashtags on twitter and instagram.It's #StayStrongAshton #Ashtondontcut .Luke you told me that I should make a twitcam saying I'm ok. To stop this because I am fine.
I haven't done that yet. I feel tired of this. Tied of trying to be the person you all want me to be.
I've been thinking of suicide a lot. If you'd care but I doubt you would. After all anyone can play the drums. Luke you said that.....Anyone can play the drums....
I might be the oldest in the band but I have feelings.
Love Your Brother,
Ashton Irwin
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Dear Brothers (Ashton Irwin Fan Fiction)
FanfictionAshton has always loved his brothers. When he was younger he use to self harm which he has always been public about. When Luke, Calm, and Michael are in the back of the tour bus talking bad about Ashton and he hears them he starts writing in his jou...
