Dear Brothers (Ashton Irwin Fan Fiction)

Another Meeting

  Dear Brother's,

The today we had another meeting. I had on Michael's Hoodie on this time. He let me have it because the other day you and I hangout. You made me feel a bit better. And we bonded more. We went to the movies. We saw Finding Dory. It was cool because after we went to eat and had a private boot.
 

   
You told me your secret.The one everyone thought you were joking about.That you are Bisexual.I told you i didnt care and I told i was curious about my sexuality.After that you told me it's and you actually told me the truth.You said you use to think I was annoying at interviews because I was to talkative but not anymore.You said you missed me being talkative during interviews because sometimes  you don't know what to say. We both laughed then you held my hand when we got in the back of the car which surprised me but I felt OK with it.Because Michael I do forgive you for what you said.

Now when we were at the meeting I sat next to you and Luke. Luke was next to Calum and Simon. I don't know why we were there again but I didn't want Simon to sit next to me again.

"Why are we hear again Simon?"Michael asked.I looked at you and you looked at my eyes then smiled. I had forgot to bring my sunglasses so you saw my eyes. I had my hands on my lap.You sat closer to me and put your right hand on mine under the table so no one can see and squeezed it.

I smiled knowing he is here with me.

"We are hear because of Ashton. The fans are still worried about you."He said making everyone look at me.

"I thought you were going to do a twitcam. Telling them you were fine."Luke said. You didn't have to yell at me. I felt so little so weak.

Michael you let go of my hand you looked mad at me. What did I do?I know I opened up to you. I let my walls fall just a little but now they are back up.

"I'm fine Simon. Nothing going on."I said as confident as I can.I looked down and a tear came down my cheek but I wiped it off .

"Pull your sleeves up Ashton."Simon said with a firm tone.

"Again with this. Simon do we really need to be here for this. Why not ask Ashton to have a one on one meeting?"Luke said . You seemed like you would rather be somewhere else.

"Luke this is Ashton we are talking about. Don't you care if he is ok or back to his old ways?"Simon said sternly.And continued his little speech that no one wanted to hear.

"He is not only your band mate but your bestfriend. You have always been so humble and caring Luke.This goes for all of you Calum and Michael. You guys should care about Ashton because it sure as hell doesn't seem like you do.The fans even have hash tags that have been going on for weeks.#StayStrongAshton #Ashtondontcut is trending everywhere. Even on facebook. Do you not go on twitter or instagram anymore. Do you not see the magazine articles about how Ashton is not himself  always wearing hoodies and bracelets? TMZ even said he looks depressed....."Simon kept talking but as for me I took the opportunity and walked out as he continued to talk to them.

Luke wants a LiveStream Twitcam. I'll give it to him then he will never have to worry about me again I thought. That is what I was thinking Luke after how you acted Calum not saying anything as always .And Michael being mad at me I had enough.

Love Your Brother,
Ashton Irwin