adore - tomlinson

chapter twelve

my palms patted the counter softly, a smug smile torn on my lips. i hadn't seen ivy in months, and it would be a year in three weeks. sometimes i was surprised that i had made it this far without her. i still remember that restless two weeks that i had gone through when she left. but now, she had been gone for a good time - which was really quite a bad time.

'sometimes i was surprised that i had made it this far without her.'

i owned our coffee shop now.

but it wasn't right.

it wasn't ours.

we weren't together anymore, if there had been a 'together'.

i've tried to grow up, to be a better person for myself and ivy, and sometimes at night i simply break down and cry about her.

ivy, a girl i only knew for two weeks of my life constantly broke my heart, over and over.

im a twenty two year old, alone and in shreds because of her and her pretty face. i remember exactly what it looked like, depression wouldn't let me forget it like last time. and even though she broke me inside, i still adore her in and out.

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oh ok im crying