meredith xx.
Kian and I were sitting in his room and I listened to his problems about his now ex-boyfriend. I was annoyed and super tired of hearing about that kid, but I have to pretend to care about his feelings or my cover will blown. My job isn't just to be a pretend girlfriend for in the closet gay guys, my job is to break them up and manipulate one of them into believing everything that I say or do. I guess when their parents called me, they didn't officially check the website.
When this all started, I actually started liking Kian's personality and I wanted to be his friend and I still do. I don't have a crush on the kid, I just don't want him with a guy like Justin. I want him to join me and my friends in this business and he can NOT have a boyfriend to do it, that's why I've been trying to break them up and I'll do anything and take just about anything from Justin to make this operation work.
"Mer, I just wanted him to give me another chance. I'm sorry that you had to go through all of this. I just wish that my parents would have never done this from the beginning, you're an innocent person who had to be dragged into this." he grabbed a hold of my hand and intertwined it with his. ''You're a great friend and I'm lucky to have you." he kissed my forehead causing me to smile. "It's okay. I really, truly believe that you deserve someone who's gonna trust you and not take you for granted which is what your boyfriend was doing to you and if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be realizing so much shit about him that he has kept hidden from you. He's a monster if you ask me.''
"I just don't see how I was so blind for so long."
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jaysee xx
"I told my mom that I did NOT need a therapy session, so I don't know why I'm here." I sat there in front of my doctor. He was sitting in the chair in front of me just writing this down on his clipboard. I haven't gave him any information, so he's probably drawing stick figures or some shit. "Justin, you haven't came to see me every since you've been in a relationship and I knew for a fact that you were happy and now I'm seeing you again and I can tell by the look in your eyes. There's nothing but hatred and rage showing right now, I've been with you for 2 years and that's long enough to know what you're feeling and who you're feeling it against.''
I just sat there shaking my head and disagreeing with him. "Dude, I don't know what the hell you're talking about and I would appreciate it if you and my parents would stay out of my fucking business. I DO have anger, but that's not for you to know." I got up and headed straight for the door.
''JUSTIN, ARE YOU STILL ANGRY ABOUT WHAT YOUR UNCLE DID TO YOU?"
I took my hand off of the doorknob and I turned back around to him. "you promised to never bring that back up." tears started to fall from my eyes. "I know, but this is how you were acting back then. Nobody believed you when you were telling the truth and it took a long time for you to get justice and now your boyfriend doesn't believe you when it comes down to your relationship. It's not the same situation, but it has the same tendencies to destroy you."
"FUCK YOU." I spat.
"don't let anybody have control over you anymore." he tossed his clipboard onto his desk and he approached me. "let me help you." he placed his hands onto my shoulder.
