jc xx.
I stood next to kian as he was looking out into the street. I found him because he always comes to a dirt road to think. It was always our little place. I knew that he was hurt because he truly thought that meredith gave a fuck about him, but she didn't and she was just using him for her own good, but kian won't see it like that. He'll see it as she was the one who was forced into doing something that she didn't want to do. The problem with him is that his heart is too big and he doesn't see the bad in people even when it's been exposed to him, very clearly.
I grabbed his hand, he looked over at me with tears in his eyes. "why do people feel the need to hurt me?" he burst into more tears and I couldn't do anything, but pull him into a tight hug and cry with him. "I'm here, I'd never hurt you." He was falling to the ground, so I fell with him and I pulled him into my arms, holding him close to my chest. "I'll never let anybody hurt you again. I promise you that I won't leave you and I promise that I WILL NEVER do what the hell I did."
"I hurt you jc, I hurt you." I started to shake my head, "no, it's okay." I took the hat that was on his head and I threw into the grass. "baby." I lifted his chin up. "You didn't hurt me or our relationship, SHE DID." "but, I allowed her to do that." he wiped his tears.
"I don't give a damn. You were so infatuated by her and I'm not mad about that. You thought that you had a true friend and she made you believe that she cared about you. You did nothing wrong, all you did was trust her and she took advantage of you."
And the thing is she's still pretending like she actually cared about him and that's why he still feels kind of bad. He told me about what she had said and I told Lia to go and take care of that situation. I don't ever want her near him again.
