kian xx.
I ran back into the lobby to see lia and jc tearing up the place, usually, I would stop them from doing something like this, but maybe this company deserves to be torn apart, especially after what they caused me. I headed towards the double doors, but I was stopped by Meredith screaming my name.
I didn't bother to give her any of my attention instead I just ran out of there and I hopped back into the back seat of jc's jeep. I locked the doors and I rolled the windows up. "Kian, wait a minute." I looked to see her tripping as she was running out of the door and up to the window. "please, open the door." she cried
I shook my head and I just held it down to stop myself from looking at her, I have a weakness for people who cry in front of me and I definitely don't wanna fall into her traps anymore, she hurt me and my relationship with jc. "get away from the car, I think you've done enough." I told her.
"I didn't do anything wrong." she started crying more.
"YES YOU DID, YOU TRIED.." I paused for a minute. I had to take a minute or two to catch my breath, "NO, YOU DID RUIN MY RELATIONSHIP AND YOU KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM."
"YOU GOT HIM BACK, HE'S IN THERE FIGHTING FOR YOU. DOESN'T IT MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU THAT INSTEAD OF ME BEING IN THERE TRYING TO SAVE MY JOB, I'M TRYING TO SAVE MY FRIENDSHIP WITH YOU?" I looked up at a red eyed meredith.. she looked genuinely sad, but I can't fall for that.. I won't allow myself to fall for it anymore. "I'm truly sorry." she touched the window one last time before she ran to her car.
I looked out of the mirror to see her quickly pull off. I sighed as I got out of the car. I leaned up against it and the tears just started to flow, why do I feel bad for her? even after what she did to me. I still feel like she was just as much of a victim as I was and she was forced into it, but then again.. she had the choice to go to the police and tell them that she was being forced to do something that she didn't wanna do.. FUCK IT.. FUCK THIS
I ran around to the driver's seat and I got in and fled the scene...
I'm done.
