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I have a fear of falling,
a fear for falling in love,
a fear of falling from a height,
a fear of flying,
I have a fear for flying thousands of feet above the ground.

but let me tell you something..
I fell in love,
It was fast and I didn't notice till I was hit with a wave,
a wave, an urge to fall.
an urge to fall further and harder, it was an unstoppable feeling,

I wanted to fly
I wanted to travel where no man should,
to break through the clouds and break through the distance.
I wanted to face my biggest fears even if it meant I would only get a night with you;
that alone would be enough, a few hours by your side and in your arms...

I had a fear but the fear of not seeing you and holding you or touching you was worse,
half a world between your hand and mine.
I do not know what you smell like or what you feel like but I don't care.

I didn't fall in love with that, I fell in love with your smile,
I fell for the way you speak and how you laugh..
I thought my biggest fear was falling but it isn't,
my biggest fear is losing you.