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you've been stuck in my mind like a song,
your name going round and round in circles,
something else too...
something just waiting to be said like it's the first time,
I love you.

I'm impossibly in love with you,
it's the sort of love where I can see a future by your side,
not a childish naïve kind of future;
no, one where we struggle for months just to move in together.
one where we get married but it's simple,
extravagance isn't our thing.

it wouldn't be a fairy tale it would be real,
we'd stress over the messiness of pets but not give a care at the end of the day,
that mess and the re scheduled dinner dates is what I want.
I don't want a dream I want real life,
I want you and me through the good and the bad.
I want you and me forever,
I know you think promises are stupid but I kept mine like a vow,

every day and every hour is worth it with you.
this feels more real than anything else, you feel real.
you feel like cold wind and dark nights but that's why I love you,
cold winds are your favourite and the dark is my comfort.
that is real, the cold and the dark and you, are real.
this love is the realest thing of all.