Feel-ines for you (Yurio x Reader)

Chapter 5

"Dad?" I asked, looking concerned as I saw his physique lying on the kitchen floor. "Daddy?" I asked again, rushing to him, dropping down to his side and rubbing his back. I heard him groan and he looked up at me. As he did I smelt alcohol on his breath.

"Get the fuck away from me!" He screeched. I jumped harshly and got up, and backing up. He struggled to stand, holding onto the fridge as he did. He stumbled into the living room, and I watched him.

I started heading to my room, "(Y/N) get you ass back here I need to talk with you!" His slurred yelling made me incredibly anxious, but I turn back and walked to him anyway.

He laughs and hugs me, I was extremely uncomfortable but I hugged him back. His hands started going lower, and I pulled away. He got angry. "You fucking bitch!" Was all he could say, "you.. You know how hard I work, for you to ignore me!" He yelled,"I try to please you and all you do is run away from me!" He wasn't making much sense anymore, I realized he must have been mistaking me for her.

He pushed me against the wall and started strangling me. I struggled to get away, but it only choked me more. I started crying out, "D-dad please-!" He pressed harder and I winced. I looked at him with widen eyes, as he snarled at me.

I woke up with a start, breathing heavily. "Not again.. This is the third time this week.." I sniffled, and wiped away my tears. I had been having nightmares lately of my father, and his abusive behavior. I looked at my alarm. It read 2am. Damn it's early. I laid my head on my pillow, and closed my eyes. It felt like an eternity, me just sitting there.

I couldn't sleep. I sighed and got up, walking into the living room and turning on the tv. I flipped through channels before seeing the news. There wasn't anything to worry about for Japan right now, thankfully.

I flipped the channels some more before I found (f/tv/s) and I started watching it.

"(Y/N)?"

I turned around, and my mom was looking at me concerned. "Why are you up so early?" She asked, sitting next to me on the couch. "I... I couldn't sleep." I murmured. "Another nightmare?" She asked, I nodded.

She paused, looking at the floor, then back at me. "Do you wanna talk about it?" I shook my head, "I'd rather not think about it." She sighed, and hugged me. I leaned into her while snaking my arms around her waist. She was comforting, in fact, I felt drowsy again. She made me feel safe.

We stayed like that for a few more moments, before we parted. "It's not healthy to bottle up feelings, hun." I nodded, "I know.. But right now I don't want to think about it. I might cry again." I pulled my knees up to my chest, and she looked at me, her orbs saddened.

She brushed a few strands of hair out of my face. "Just know you can talk to me if you need to, ok?" I nodded into my knees. She planted a kiss on my forehead. "Don't stay up too much longer, try to get a little more sleep before the teacher comes."

"Ok mom."

She left the room.

I forgot I was being homeschooled..

3rd POV

"Hi Mr. Seiiki! Hello Mrs. Seiiki!" Viktor chirped as they opened the door. Yuuri smiled and waved and Yuri just stood there with a blank expression. Mrs. Seiiki smiled, "Hello boys! (Y/N)'s in class right now. But you can come in for some coffee if you'd like!"

Yuri tilted his head, "She's enrolled in school? I haven't seen her around campus." Mrs. Seiiki laughed, "She's homeschooled, the teachers giving her her lessons right now."

"We'd love to come in for some coffee." Yuuri said, changing the subject back to coming inside. They all filed into the kitchen. "Do you like your coffee black?" Mr. Seiiki asked as he poured himself a mug. "Black is fine, thanks!" Viktor replied, sitting at the dining table.

"So.. Has (Y/N) said anything to you three about these nightmares she's been having?" Mrs. Seiiki asked as she grabbed three more mugs from the cabinets.

"Nightmares?" Yuri asked.

"No this is the first time were hearing about it." Yuuri replied.

Mrs. Seiiki sighed, "She's been waking up from them and not being able to fall back asleep after. Anytime I try to ask her about it she tells me she doesn't want to think about it," she confessed, "It's concerning me."

Viktor looked deep in thought for a moment. "Bye Ms. Roylkhardt!" (Y/N) chirped as the lady left the front door, she waved her off then went to her car. (Y/N) entered the kitchen with some math work in her hand. Looking at the dining table she saw the boys. "Oh! Hey guys!" She smiled, she was very cheerful today, despite last nights nightmare. Viktor realized why none of them had sensed anything wrong with her, because she's always happy.

Y/N's POV

I smiled upon seeing them, after all is been cooped up all morning getting lessons. I sat next to Yuri and started my math. Everything was silent in the room, which was odd since these were social creatures. I felt like I was being watched, and I looked up to see Viktor squinting at me. I sweatdropped.

Did I do something wrong? Was there something I forgot? Am I a bad friend?! I looked at him confused, and he sighed a little. "Here." My mom cooed as she handed the trio mugs filled with hot coffee.

I pondered on possible things that must have gotten Viktor mad at me. Did I forget I needed to babysit Makkachin? I thought that was Saturday. Maybe I promised to come over this morning but my lesson kept me from it. Is there something I kept from him?

I tried a 3rd person approach for a good chunk of this chapter, how was it? I thought it was high time I updated so here it is! I'm sorry if I'm a little slow on updating, since I've been working my ass off in school and on Overwatch. I want Mercy's highlight intro! I already have her skin!

Also, I joined the Y!!!OI Amino the other day, and I'm in love with it. The people are really nice and it's nice to socialize with people who have the same interests. I even post drawings of Yuuri, Yuri, Viktor, and other Y!!!OI characters. Currently my most popular is my 'Hi!!' Where I drew Viktor in a robe lol. If u want to add me my Amino is TwoTailedKitten or Awkwardly Epic if it still pops up as that (I changed it to TwoTailedKitten)
You know you've found me if it looks like this.