College Daddy

Chapter Thirteen

Jeonghan smiled at Cheol when he stood up to open the balcony doors. It was beautiful outside, nothing like the rainy dream Jeonghan had seen when he was dreaming. He got up and hugged Cheol from behind.

"Jeonghan," Cheol started, "Why do you not want to have sex?"

Jeonghan looked at him and blinked. He looked away and shrugged.

"First time?" Cheol asked. Jeonghan didn't respond, he had been close with his past boyfriends many times but he always chickened out. He was scared they would hurt him. After a few seconds of silence, Jeonghan nodded. Cheol sighed, "It will be my first time if it was with you. I don't want anyone else. You're all I need." Jeonghan stared at him then hugged him tight around the neck, stuffing his face in his shoulder. 

Cheol rubbed his back and they sat on the balcony looking around campus. It was beautiful, the sun was high in the sky, barely a cloud visible from what they could see, green vegetation covered spots here and there making nice shady spots around campus, the ground nice and green, the garden full of colorful flowers and a trail leading to a large fountain. Jeonghan had his head on Cheol's shoulder and just stared at the garden. Perhaps they could go down there?

Jeonghan blushed lightly when he had the thought they could go down there and go underneath the large apple tree and just spend time together there. He wanted to try and get some time to himself, yes, but he also wanted to get to the point where he would be comfortable enough to ask Cheol if they could ever do it, he felt like he could take it and that he would be willing to do it. He was just nervous, what if Cheol said no? Or what if they got to the point where they were about to, but he decided to stop? Would he be strong enough? 

Cheol noticed Jeonghan was thinking about something. "Are you alright?" He asked.

Jeonghan nodded, looking up at Cheol for a second then smiling.

"You know I get anxiety when you're quiet like that." He softly said and Jeonghan frowned.

"Sorry.." Jeonghan looked down.

"Oh no, you're fine! Really. I just get worried you're thinking of something bad." Cheol says and lifts his chin up, kissing him out of surprise. Jeonghan softly kissed back and pulled away. He looks at the ground and smiles. 

"Later..." Jeonghan says, blushing.

"Later..?" Cheol asked, confused.

"Later, I want to do it." 

*Hey guys, sorry this chapter is so short, I've been working on it for the past week and being sick doesn't help me come up with ideas, so I'm a little brain dead. But thanks for reading~*