The Messages

Chapter 6

"Wait, Stop," Sanha says.

"So, you two are together?" Minhyuk asks.

"That is what we said isn't it?" I said sarcastically.

"Yes," Minhyuk said quietly.

"Yay! Appa got a boyfriend!" Sanha said excitedly.

"Calm down, child" Bin says. "It is only me."

"You have known each other for a long time right?" Myungjun asked.

"Yeah. Since we were kids," I reply.

"That being said, the likelihood of you two falling for each other skyrockets. You two see each other for a long time and you saw each other a lot meaning your were very likely to fall in love."

"Shut up," I tell him.

"Whatever."

Sanha runs over and sits on my lap and puts his head on my shoulder like a child. I rub his back and pretty soon he is asleep. Jin's phone goes off and he gets up.

"I have to go. I'll see you later," he says.

"Wait. Where are you going?"

"To see a friend."

"Oh. Okay. Have fun."

He smiles at me and leaves.

"Mmmmmm,"Sanha mumbles in his sleep.

"Shhhh," I whisper in his ear.

He calms and nuzzles my neck and starts sucking his thumb like he is a baby. Bin smiles at me as he pets Sanha's head and I smile back. I love this man too much.

I think that this love we have could be toxic. I am scared he will get hurt. Maybe me. I don't want him to be hurt again. I was so scared.

What if something happened to him so badly that he forgot everything? What if... What if... what if i never got to see him again?

The thought terrifies me. I am terrified of the thought that he will leave me. That he doesn't love me. That he will be hurt if he is with me.

"Oppa. Oppa. Oppa!" Bin says shaking me lightly.

"Yeah?" I ask.

"We need to go."

"Wae?"

"It is past 3:30 and I am hungry."

"Oh. Okay. Let's go."

Sanha had apparently been called by his mother for dinner, so he was gone. Everyone else was gone also. Just me and Bin remained. I smiled at him.

"I'll take you somewhere nice," I tell him.

"You don't have-"

"Too bad."

I take him to a restaurant called The Parkview. He sealed to love it. I am happy. I get to spend the night with Bin. We walk out holding hands and we get a taxi to his house where I am staying until he is completely healed.

When we get home, we go to his room and put on Seven Days Monday-Thursday with Korean subs and we cuddle.

I soon start feeling sleepy and rest my head on his lap. He pets my hair and it lulls me to sleep.

I wake up to find that Bin isn't next to me. He isn't even in his room. I look all over the house and he isn't here. I call his phone and I don't get a response. Where the hell is he??