chapter 33:

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A//N: another song for this chapter :D

the video is at the right side. it will be a freaking emotional if you play it because.. ahm. beacause it give me feels Dx

feel free to comment. i will love it. 

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Sophie's POV

oh star, fall down on me

let me make a wish upon you

hold on

let me think...

think of what im wsihing for

wait

dont go away

just not yet....

cause i thought

i had it

but i forget..

and i wont let you fall away from me

you will never fade

and i wont fall away, from me

you will never fade away ... from me.

and i wont let my dreams, consume me

but tell me what to think

but hold on

hold on

what am i dreaming?

yeah

wait....

dont go away

just not yet

cause i thought 

that i had it

but i forget

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the rain drops on me like nothing. 

I put my hood on and ran like nothing. 

nothing but a nothing.

i just want to pour all my emotions with the rain that pours his too. I dont care if anyone would see me. i dont care if they woule laugh at me because i wear not the same pair of a shoes. i dont care if i wear a coat with a hood on while i still wearing my office clothes. i dont care if i will get colds. I jsut wanted to let all of my feeling with the rain.

I glued my eyes on the ground and ran like stupid. I let my tears fell with the rain droplets that falls on my face. I know that it blurred my eyes making me stumble on a rock and fell down to the pavement.

An old man saw and helped me, "are you okay, darling?" he held my arms as he tried to share his umbrella to me. I still didnt care to the world, to the people on it. I stood up quickly and, and rudely, ran away again.

STUPID YOU. WHY DIDNT YOU TELL THAT YOU WOULD GO BACK AGAIN TO YOUR OWN WORLD!! WHY YOU DIDN'T ENDED YOUR SENTENCE? DAMN YOU!!

 I felt the pain in my knees, at the same time, in my feet. i did stumbled, and twisted my ankle. but, still, my heart felt numb and wanted my feet to continue running. so then, my feet had no choice but to obey my mind and my heart. 

i cried so much that it hurts my chest.

i sobbed so hard. that my throat felt dry. 

i want to pull out of my heart and rip it in half right now. 

suddenly, my body felt weak and numb. my knees tremble, and fell down on the grass. i dont care if im in somewhere i dont know. somewhere that im not familiar of. i just layed down on it and felt the cold and wet grass in my face and in my body. 

i bit my lips and then let the last tear i will have in my life. 

i swear. i swear this time i mean it.

I FUCKING IN LOVE WITH THAT TIME TRAVELLER.

I FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU VICTOR.

I want to stop this mess in my life now. i want to stop this freaking existence in the world. i want to have and end right now. 

and then suddenly. a words crept in my mind. an odd voice butu felt so comfortable in my ear.

dont give up.

dont give up.

dont give up.

"SOPHIE?!"

A//N: a filler. sorry :D gotta do something. wait for tomorrow or another day and so, maybe, the story will end? oh no, we oughta know it for sure, right? 

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