A//N:
I want a music background in this chapter. *clap clap* music please! (the link of the music is in the right side, please click for more emotions) lol.
Sophie's pov
I cry, I slip, I fall
reaching for your hand
but I lay here all alone
sweating all your blood
if I could find out how
to make you listen now
because im starving for you here
with my undying love...
and I
breathe. .. for love tomorrow
cause there's no hope
for today....
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2021
three weeks later
"are you okay darling?" lulu asked me while she gave the coffee I asked for earlier. I smiled and took it. and glanced at her for a moment.
"of course! why wouldn't I?" i smiled. i got a my make up on, the showy one, that no one could ever think that i have my eye bugs underneath these thick make ups. i continued to type for my article while Lulu watch me and really waits me to open up. but i cant. And I dont want to. I just wanna be busy annd forgets some little things.
I never thought this could distract me more than I think. I never thought it would eats all my inside and make me not to think properly.
"Oh, come on. Sop. Dont give up." then lulu went away. i stopped on typing for awhile and stare blanky.
does this means, Im giving up?
does all of this means, Im really losing hopes to live right now?
I'm Not giving up! why would I! they're just some little shits that would make some memories with me and will leave then after I get attached from them. like dad! Like Sam (well, he went back for me and thought me that everything will be fine, but not now.) Like Luke! that bitch. well, I should stop bringing him up in my thoughts, were done, and he's already done with his little games.
and like Vic.
Vic?
Well, Fuck him!! WHY HE DIDNT EVEN TELL ME THAT HE ALREADY KNOWS HOW TO GET BACK ON HIS PLACE? WHY DID HE NEVER LET ME KNOW WHEN JUST DISAPPEAR? WHY ON EARTH WILL HE LEAVE WHEN WE SHOULD DO ANOTHER THING FOR VICTORIA!? WHY THE FUCK WILL BE GONE WITHOUT ANY WORDS TO SAY?
WHY THE FUCKING HELL I WOULD SHORTLY FELL IN LOVE WITH THAT MOTHERFUCKER?
why?
why Vic?
why?
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William gave me another chocolates to eat. he heard that I look like terrible and needs some little sweets in my body. what the hell did he mean? my make up's not that bad? besides, all of the people compliments and says that I should rather wear make ups everyday.
"I dont understand people." i mummbled. Lulu heard me and turned her head to me. she constantly glared at me that make me feel uncomfortable. "what?" i yelled.
YOU ARE READING
How about Time travel, Mr. Fuentes? *Vic Fuentes*
Fanfic"I was fooled by him and humiliated by his mom. love is totally a shit. I will never believe it again." She said. But how will she react if the aid to her heart was came from the past?
