My Enemy (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Can we talk?- Chapter 22

Hey guys! I feel so ill and I have a mega cold so I just relaxed all last weekend and thats what i'm going to do this weekend as well haha. I have nothing else to do so i'm updating!

*Becca's POV*
Me and Niall sat in the small diner laughing and having a great time. It was nice to go out for once. We had some food and drinks and now we were basically trying to make an afternoon of it. "You ok?" Niall asked as I realised I had been daydreaming for the past few minutes.

"Oh yeah I'm fine." I half smiled trying to hide how i really felt. Don't get me wrong I love Niall but I honestly do miss Harry. His smile, his dimples, his laugh, everything about him. I needed to try and get him out of my mind, he hurt me and I can't forgive him for that.

"Becca..." He frowned, I guess I'm not a very good actor? "Tell me." He firmly said as I took a deep breath.

"It's just... I know I should hate him, I just don't." I whispered as Niall's eyes softened.

"Harry?" He asked as I nodded. "Becca I totally get it. Harry has been a big part of your life and you can't just stop caring about him within the space of three days. What he did to you was horrible but you can't help how you feel." Niall reasoned as I looked up at him.

"You're right. I just need to work on trying to get my mind off of him. Thank you Nialler." I smirked leaning over the table and kissing him. In the corner of my eye I saw flashes of cameras but honestly I didn't care. Our 'moment' was interrupted by Niall's phone going off him his pocket. Pulling it out he frowned then looked at me.

"It's Harry, he wants to talk to me." He hummed as I grabbed my bag and coat. "You sure? I can just tell him another time." He asked as I shook my head. I was going to have to face Harry eventually why not earlier then planned.

*Harry's POV*
I looked at the magazine covers of them together. Not going to lie it killed me. How could Niall do this? I hate this whole situation that I have been put into. I just wish I could tell someone.

*Flashback to concert*
I stood watching Becca perform, it honestly gave me goosebumps. I frowned when my phone went off in my pocket meaning I had to take my sight off of Becca on stage. When I looked at the message my whole body froze.

Managment: We know all about you and Becca. If you don't break it off with her tonight then we will not only sue her but make sure her life is a living hell as well as yours. You can decide.

Sucking in a large breath many things ran through my head. How is this happening right now? I really only have one choice, I need to protect Becca.

*End of Flashback*

Ever since that night I have regretted what I did to her but I needed to protect her, the only way I could do that is by making her hate me. Not even Kendall knew about this, I have had threats saying if anyone found out then... well you can guess what will happen. "You wanted to talk?" I heard behind me, turning to see Niall with his arms crossed over his chest. I quietly gasped when I saw Becca was behind him, their hands together. Standing up I simply handed them a magazine before walking out the room with tears in my eyes.

"Harry!" I heard behind me, stopping on spot I turned to see Becca running towards me.

"Becca I don't want to hear it..." I mumbled keeping my head down.

"No Harry. You don't don't get to play the victim here." she angrily said.

"I know... it's just... nevermind." I literally just had to stop myself from telling her. I was biting my own tongue right now.

"What? You don't like me being with Niall? Well Harry you picked Kendall so you don't get to tell me what to do anymore." She gritted her teeth but I could see tears in her eyes. Seeing her hurting killed me.

"You don't get it. No one does. There's so much I want to tell you..." I whispered.

"Then what is it? Please just tell me what is going on inside that head of yours because I seriously don't know anymore." Becca angrily said as I lowered my head.

"I wish I could tell you but I can't!" I yelled.

"And why not!?"

"I just can't!" I yelled as she shook her head.

"Don't talk to me." She gritted her teeth before walking back into the group room in which everyone else was in.

*Becca's POV*
I walked back into the room, tears in my eyes as I thought about him. I should hate him! Why don't I hate him!? I knew exactly why I just didn't want to admit it. I still love Harry, I don't think I have ever stopped to be honest. Looking around for Niall i finally saw him stuffing his face with food from the small buffet that had been set up. "N-niall?" I stuttered as he turned around with a smile, when he saw I was crying that smile faded.

"Becca what's wrong?" He asked concern in his eyes.

"Can I to talk to y-you please?" I cried him nodding slowly. I didn't want to hurt Niall, he deserves better. "Alone?" I then said as he grabbed my hand and took me to a small closet so we could talk.

"Whats up?" He simply said me looking at the ground.

"You know I would never want to hurt you right?" I asked him nodded in response for me to carry on. "Niall... I can't be with you. It's just that I think I am still in love with Harry and I know I shouldn't because he hurt me but there's just this small part of me that will always love him and I think you deserve to have someone who 100% loves you. I'm not that girl." I quickly said trying to make it less painful. Like ripping off a bandage? "Please don't hate me." I cried as he brought me into a hug.

"I could never hate you Becca. You should be with who makes you happiest. Be with Harry Becca." Niall strongly said.

"But what if... Hes with Kendall I can't just come back into his life and be like ' Oh hey I still love you let's make out'" I sarcastically said making Niall laugh. His laugh could brighten anyone's day.

"Stop thinking about the what ifs. Just go for it! Go and never look back. He makes you happy and you shouldn't let anyone stand in the way of that." Niall smiled as I looked up at him.

"Thanks Nialler." I hummed giving him a hug before stepping out of the small closest. He was right I need to tell Harry, and that was exactly what I was going to do.

Sorry that this chapter is so short and sucky. I will try an write quickly to get the next chapter up but with all the homework I am getting at the moment I can't make any promises.