Caffeine (Phan)

Chapter 10

Phil's POV

It has been a couple of weeks since Dan's brother visited. Dan seemed very upset when he arrived with him, and when I asked him what was wrong, he told me he was seriously worried about Eric. I was too, but I was more worried about how Dan is going to react if something bad happens to Eric. He couldn't bear to lose Dan. He hasn't even told Dan that he loves him, the only time the love word was mentioned was when Dan said he thought he was falling in love with him. Phil turned in bed and looked at his sleeping boyfriend. Dan's hair was curly, his hands clasped under his chin and his eyebrows were furrowed together. Phil laid watching him, a ball of fondness swelling in his chest.

Suddenly, Dan started whimpering, his whole body trembling. Phil sat up, and started shaking Dan's shoulder. "Dan! Dan wake up!" Dan sat up, took a shuddering breath and began crying. Phil grabbed him and pulled him into his lap, rubbing his back and talking softly in his ears. "You had a nightmare, didn't you?" He asks, and Dan nods.

"Eric died, and mom and dad blamed it on me. Then, you left me for some other guy, and-" He started crying again, sobs racking his body. "I couldn't bare it if you left me! You mean so much to me, you make me so unbearably happy." Dan turned, so that now he was sitting in Phil's lap, his legs wrapped around Phil's lap. Phil took Dan's tear stained cheeks in his hands and kissed him roughly. Dan hummed quietly, and the kiss deepened, becoming slow and passionate.

"Dan, I am not going anywhere."

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"What do you mean? I can't take your shift, Phil and I were going to the movies!" Dan whined, looking frustrated and guilty at the same time. Phil listened to Dan's half of the conversation. Dan suddenly sighed and ended the call. He looked over at Phil. "Babe... Olivia is super sick, and Connor is still in Hawaii. We'll have to go to the movies another night."

Phil tried to make a sad face, but he just couldn't because of how upset Daniel looked. "Awe, Danny," Phil laughed when Dan rolled his eyes. "When do you have to go?" He asked him, as he got up and made his way over to where Dan was leaning on the counter. Phil started kissing Dan's neck, sucking and biting at the tender skin.

"Well, if I - ahh - want a shower, I have to get ready now-" Phil kissed him to shut him up. Dan smiled into the kiss. "Phil, as much as I want to, I really do need a shower."

"I'll come with you," Phil said, grabbing his boyfriend's hand and leading them both to the only bathroom in Dan's apartment. He started the water, and started undressing Dan while the water warmed up. "Phil, I'm not a baby, I can undress myself." But Phil shushed him, and proceeded to pull off Dan's garments. Once Dan was naked, he got on his knees and licked a stripe of Dan's inner thigh. Dan gasped, and grabbed Phil's shoulder. He took all of Dan in his mouth, hollowing his cheeks as he moved up and down. Once Dan came, he stood up and kissed him. "C'mon, let's get you cleaned up.