She used to be mine

Lost without you

Damon's pov :

She kept yelling at me , but i couldn't answer , i couldn't say anything ,because i am not sure it wasn't me .

I kept thinking while she was breaking up with me , maybe this is for the best , i knew from the very beginning that i didn't deserve her .

I knew that i was so bad for her , she is beautiful , kind , loving , caring , and forgiving ,she's everything i could wish for .

But i , i'm a monster , i'm a killer , so she deserve to be with someone as good as her , and i think we all agree it's not me .

So i just stood there , waiting for her to say it , and she did , it broke me , even if i know it's for the best , i couldn't imagine my life without her , without her smile , the smell of her hair , her voice .

I could't imagine myself waking every morning without her in my arms , sleeping every night without her .

It just seemed to much to handle , but when i realized that , she was already gone .

I ran outside to find that her car is not here , and all i can hear is her telling , that i will never see her again , and it killed me .

I need to see her , this can't be the end ,i can't just move on .

So i called  Bonnie her best friend , with hope that she is with her ,  telling her that we broke up .

The call :

D: hey , witchy 

B: hey Damon , when will you stop calling me this ?

D:how about never , anyway , is Elena with you ?

B: No ,i thought she was with you , to talk about well you know 

D:yes , she was here and we ummm.......... 

B: hey , what happened ?

D:we broke up , she left ,told me i'll never see her again 

B:don't worry that's Elena she can't live without you give her time , and probably she will come to tell me about how much you hurt her and stuff  , so i'll make sure she doesn't hate you forever 

D: i just hope she is fine 

B: don't worry ,  i'll call her and tell you ,  ok ?

D: ok , thanx Bon 

B: see , you didn't call me witchy , bye Damon

D: bye 

End of call

Elena's pov:

Where the hell am i ?

 What happened ?

The last thing i remember , is me crying in my car after i broke up with Damon ,OMG i broke up with him , why the hell have i done this ? 

Now , no one know where i am , and no on will even look for me , i told Damon he will never see me again , he won't even notice  i am gone , i need to get out of here .

The place was so dark i could tell i am in some kind of cage , but i can barely see , it's so cold in here .

''Well , look who just woke up '' a figure said , i can't see , but i can tell he's a man and he's smiling .

''who are you ? why am i here ? what do you want from me ?'' i asked so fast , i was starting to get scared .

''wo wo ...one question at he time , first (he opened some kind of lamp ) i am doctor Maxfield , you are here because you will be the new Augustine vampire , so we'll have some fun together ''

Then he opened my cell's door before i could run he vervained me again 

1 month later

Damon's pov :

''Do you really think this will bring her back ,Damon you are killing yourself , you haven't feed since she left except 2 times , all you've been doing is drinking and sleeping , you didn't even sleep the last two nights '' Stefan said 

He has been trying to get me back since she left me , i haven't heard anything about my angel for a month .

I miss her so much , but what hurt the most , that i think she's not ok .

Elena , hasn't been talking to anyone , no one heard of her since the break up , it's not like her at all.

I think something bad happened to her , i sometime think she might be dead but i don't want to believe , i can't believe it .

''So , like always you won't answer Damon ,you have to fight you have to get over her '' Stefan said 

''you want me to get over her , like this '' i asked with shook that Stefan thinks it's that easy to move on .

''Why not , she did'' Stefan said 

''Well , i don't think so , Elena would never just leave her friends , her home ,her brother  , it's not like her , think about it brother , she didn't call anyone since the break up '' i said yelling at first 

''so ,you think something happened to her ?'' Stefan asked looking confused .

''i'm pretty sure something happened to her , if she's not d-dead already'' it was barely a whisper if Stefan was human he wouldn't hear it 

'' ok , we'll look for her , don't worry brother , but if she was ok ,  and all this time she was just running from you , you'll move on fine'' Stefan said 

''Fine ''

Elena's pov:

I don't know how much longer i can fight , i don't know how much longer i can survive .

All my clothes are torn of , he gave me a white dress , which is now covered with my blood .

He's sick , you can hear all the vampires in here screaming in pain , this crazy psycho cut  deep into my skin , he removes my organs and watch them grow again , he just keep torturing me .

But what have i done to deserve this , i was crying ,the whole month i couldn't stop crying , i was marking the days on the wall .

All i wanted was Damon , he is my happy place every time , this psycho torture me , i just close my eyes and dream about Damon , the idea of me  being with Damon ease my pain.

Gosh i miss him so much , is he thinking about me ?

Did he just got over me ?

did he even noticed i was missing?

The sound of the door open brought me back to realty 

''hey , Elena lets get starting , shall we'' he said i was to weak to fight ,he always make sure to give us blood just enough to keep us awake .

And with that another day of torture began .

''Help me Damon please '' i whispered to myself seconds before he  began cutting in my skin