Chapter 13

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It had been twenty minutes and Patrick was still not home I was getting frustrated so I texted him yet again.

Y/N: are u coming home or wat? Xxxx

Patrick: sorry kitten xxxx

Y/N: np just be home soon plz xxxxx

Patrick: whyyy? Lol I will come home but why? Xxxxxxx

Y/N: I have my reasons XD xxxx

Patrick: be honest with me why did u break up with me in the first place? Xxxxx

Y/N: worried......

Patrick: about what...? Xxxxx

Y/N: loosing you to someone prettier and nicer than me.....

Patrick: do you really think I would ever loose you xxxx

Y/N: sometimes ye

Patrick: you know you messaging me by mistake is the best thing that has ever happened to me xxxxxxx

Y/N: really?..... :(

Patrick: ye I love u kitten so much......even if I loose u again I won't give up xxxx

Y/N: Thx Trick..... I luv u xxxx

Patrick: luv u too wuu2 xxxx

Y/N: reading xxxx

Patrick: I need to tell u something....... Xxxx

Y/N: yeh....xxxx

Patrick: well...er we're going on tour.....xxxx

Y/N: o....oh.....

Y/N: er...we....mi..might have to call...this off

Patrick: w...what why? Xxxx

Y/N: so we don't hold grudges or anything and so we don't fight.... :(

Patrick: we only just got back together..... :( xxxx

Y/N: I...I know....and I love u don't get me wrong.....and I know we just had sex....I'm sorry.......

Patrick: I..its okay......I'll go back to mine....

I couldn't reply back to him I felt awful and stupid. I am stupid it wasn't his fault ever it was always mine. I sat on my bed thinking thinking about him and how stupid I was.

After the tour

I nervously bit my lip as I went over to Dave. Dave was my now boyfriend I decided to move on from Patrick but I also always seem to get back into abusive relationships without Patrick. Dave used me he's tried to rape me...but was unsuccessful each time.
"Y/N I cheated on you." Dave weakly smiled as he walked over to me.
"I guessed....." I frowned as I opened the door for him holding back the the tears that stung my eyes.
"Bye......I'm sorry that I hurt you....I get angry sometimes you know..." Dave frowned as he left and got in his car not looking back for a second glance.

Y/N: hey.....

Patrick: Y/N are you okay? You haven't spoke to me in ages...

Y/N: I just went through a breakup so yh I'm great :(

Patrick: oh well.....

Y/N: Trick I don't want u thinking like I want you just because I went through a breakup

Patrick: I don't think like that

Patrick: I'm glad you moved on as well 😒

Y/N: what now? 😑

Patrick: you say u love me and then start dating another guy 😕

Y/N: its called trying to not get depressed 😠

Patrick: Yeh so you forget about me😒

Y/N: ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME U SAY U WANT ME TO BE HAPPY YOU GO GET MAD 😠

Patrick: YOU WEREN'T EVEN HAPPY YOU WERE GETTING ABUSED AGAIN SO U LEFT IT 😠

Y/N: I WAS HAPPY!

Patrick: ARE U JUST GONNA LIE TO ME 😠😠😠

Y/N: I'm not lying.......just shut up...

Patrick: Y/N if you really loved me you would stop leaving me how many fucking breakups have we had?

Y/N: .........

Patrick: exactly....... I'll be happier without u.......

Y/N: good.....glad I won't be there.....

Patrick: ............

Tears rolled down my cheeks causing my eyes to become red I give up on myself. Patrick was better off without me dragging him down.

Patrick: I'm sorry.......

Y/N: f...for what being honest....

Patrick: are you crying....? •-•

Y/N: no.........

Patrick: you are...

Patrick: I'm sorry I just hate how you put yourself into dangerous relationships and hurt yourself in the process :(

Y/N: just leave it......go be happy.....

Patrick: Y/N the thing is I can't be happy without you......... I act like i can but i can't

Y/N: .......i don't wanna talk.

I heard my phone buzz Patrick rang me to talk probably.
"What?" I asked sniffling.
"I'm sorry....." Patrick replied. Just hearing his voice after all this time made me feel warm and safe.
"For what? Saying how you really feel..." I replied with my voice slightly cracking.
"No........for being angry at you..... I really am stupid.....we have broken up too many freaking times....I know we can't get back together because the the same will happen...." Patrick said sounding like he was gonna cry.
"Bye Patrick." I cried hanging up.

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