He's my.....stepbrother

5

Alex's POV

I run out the door.
I love him but that shocked me.
He doesn't mean it.
He's lying.
I have stupid feelings for my step brother and it's only Thursday.
I start scratching at my wrist making it bleed but it soon calms down.
I start walking home.
I try walking in slowly but Andy is sitting on the stairs.
"I'm sorry I said I love you I was just joking." I just nod and run up to my room tears running out of my eyes. 
I run into the bathroom and slide down the door.
I hear him softly sit next to the door. "Why do you keep running from me?" I say nothing. What do I say?
'Oh just cause you said you loved me but you lied and I love you with everything in me but you don't care.'
I grab my blade out of the counter and slide it down my wrist. "Please let me in." I wash my wrist off and pull my sleeve down.
I open the lock and slide down the wall. He rushes in.
"What's wrong." I shake my head. "Just leave me alone. It's like 11:30 go to sleep." I stand up pushing past him.
I lay down plugging in my headphones pulling my blanket over me.
The awesome thing about me always wearing hoodies and sweatpants is that I never have to change for bed.

Andy shakes me but I just push him away and turn the volume up on my headphones.
Why did I have to fall for my fuvking step brother.
Ugh.