I HATE TRAGEDY

Chapter 18

Adan P.O.V

I left Kyle's room smiling, I don't know what am feeling but I love it.
Should i go back and watch her as she sleep, no that will be weird and uncomfortable like of me, what if she wakes up and see me right beside her, i mean girls sometimes can have stupid thoughts.

I open the back door to enter my compound I should really get something to keep my self company till she wakes up, my mums voice voice drew my attention when i open the kitchen door.

Hey
Hi mum
So tell me how's things going between you and Kyle she winked, emm sorry what does that mean, well I mean how was your stay, i was just there to check on her that's all.
are you sure thats all she bump her fist on my shoulder smiling.

I hear you got her an iPhone.
Well the last time I check you gave me the money I quickly defend myself.

Nop I didn't give you enough money to buy and iPhone, well when did it become a crime to add money to get a good phone for a friend.

For now...she smile as she walks away holding a bow of pop corn, where is jade i ask walking up the stairs, well lorita is around, she will be staying till Monday so i guess they went out to the gym or something or probably to the mall.

Oh i smile remembering some months ago that would have been the 3 of us but I guess something's are not just going to be forever.

I grab my sociology handouts from the library heading back through the back door.

The weather have changed a little, it stop raining some hours ago after Kyle fell asleep but I think it's about to start raining again.

I lock the back door walking down the hall way to the living room to settle in on the couch when I think of checking on Kyle.

I smile remembering the little conversation i had with my mum some while ago, maybe am developing some crush on her, but all the same it can wait i have my mid semester text coming up and I can't risk not having A's in all my core courses..most of them are 3 units course so crush and love can wait. Besides I remember saying I don't want to involve my self in a relationship for now.

I stop at the door debating on whether to knock or not, well if she's asleep knocking will probably interrupt her sleep but if she's not that will be rude.

I shake my head founding my hand into a fist...I hate been in such an awkward situation.

After giving it a thought i open the door gentle making sure if she's asleep the noise won't wake her up..
Luckily she's asleep and luckily I didn't wake her, I remember opening the window a little bit before leaving her room when I brought her up to her room i watch as rain trickle of the window so I quickly shut the window close.

I noticed a movement so I figured I must have wake her up while closing the window.

She's awake but still sleeping, I watch her as she call and reply to questions she was probably been ask in her dreams.

I miss you dad she say repeatedly
Please don't go dad
Mum have also leave me alone.
Please dad

I watch as she turn from side to side on the bed
I haven't for once think or imagine how it will be like if i was to be in Kyle's shoe, leaving all alone, no dad no mum, just by my self...having to have a aunt like Chris come checking every day or 5 times a week.

I walk close to her bed feeling sad for her, i feel her pain, I watch as she call on her dad in her sleep, suddenly a drop of water roll down her cheek.

She was crying in her sleep, I quickly grab her placing her head on my leg shaking her softly to wake her up from her sleep.

Am an idiot I mumble to my self
I should have wake her up some minutes earlier.

Kyle
Kyle!!

I will have to get use to waking her from her sleep, luckily she ain't in an awkward situation.

Hey sleeping beauty
I whisper quietly shaking her

Finally she open her eyes, I watch as her lonely sad eyes steer into mine, she closed her eyes and sob quietly.

She must have known I know what she's dreaming about, I quickly lift her up resting her head on my chest as i calm her down.

I miss them Adan..she sob.
Shsss it's okay, all is well
She try to open her mouth to say something but I interrupt her saying how lucky she was still alive.

Kyle you should be grateful cause to me i see it as your parents sacrifice their lives for you, it's all cause of you....and you should be grateful for that.

You have friends that care about you, you now have parents Kyle, think of mine as yours from now on..see jade as your sister and my parents as yours.

Adan she whisper silently.
Yes I reply waiting for her response.

If i see your parents as mine and jade as my sister what will that make you?
My brother?..cause I don't like that.
Definitely not my brother.

I smile sheepishly, okay see me as me but we are still one big family.

Thanks Adan

you don't need to thank me,what re friends for, I smile
Okay let me give you some time to dress up let's go for a walk..just that we ain't waking literally we are taking my car.

I was about to stand up to leave the room when she grab my hand... I think we should stay indoor.

Why i ask looking at her finger as she point to the window.
Oh sorry I forgot it's raining

She tap the side of the bed asking me to come lay with her... I walk round the bed settling into the comfortable king size bed.

So is this some kind of routine for us or what.. I ask grabbing my phone from my pocket.

I mean sleeping together on the same bed till one of us fall asleep.
Well I guess it's becoming one she smile as i pass her my handkerchief to dab her eyes.

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Thanks for reading
Been long I updated so please am sorry, will try to update as fast as possible it's just that this semester is somehow filled up but will always find a way to update.

Love you all
thanks for reading
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