I HATE TRAGEDY

Chapter 19

Salma kahn or sharukk kahn???
He ask smiling, i watch as he dip a hand full of pop corn in his mouth.

Well i love their two but I prefer Sharukk.
Nice choice,My turn i smile.
I need to make this count, i smile devilishly constructing the question in my head before unleashing the Satan 2.

So Adan do you have a girlfriend??
He look at the windows to check if it's still raining before looking back at me smiling.

Well you know I don't have, he shift his attention back to the window.
So tell me do you have someone in mind,
I smile as i see the reaction my question drew from him.

Come on say it don't be a chicken.

Well i kinda do, so tell me i ask eagerly awaiting for his answer.

Who is she ?

He drop the bowl of pop corn on the bed before looking into my eyes.
Do you really want to know who she is ??
I smile nodding my head feeling anxious and scared.

What if it's someone else.

Well she's pretty....he start
She's cool even though she doesn't know it.
She's more like a sister to me.
Am getting addicted to her.
There is something in her i long for everyday.

What.?!.....i ask.?

Her smile. I love seeing her smile, I love watching her while she sleeps.

I smile sheepishly having doubts he is talking about me, I guess I wasn't expecting his next statements.

Her name is KYLE.

I almost drop to the floor frozen when I hear his last words.
What ?? I ask
He smile then continue.

Thats the end of the poem am writing, it's not that short though but I just had to minimize it.

What ????..
I feel like slapping his head off his neck right now, i watch as he laugh watching my reaction.

Is this suppose to be funny? I ask.

No he smile, it's suppose to be hilarious...he laugh harder than normal fallen to the side of the bed. I crawl out of the bed, feeling like a fool.

I walk out of the room banging the door on my way out. He must have noticed my change in mood, I hear him open the door stomping with fast foot steps approaching from behind.

I quickly wipe off the tears threatening to flow.
Just don't, I sound angrier than usual. I notice the figure behind me stop walking and I guess he's confused or surprise why.

I clear my throat feeling stupid as i turn to meet his eyes, I know I shouldn't have shout at him like that, he his only trying to help and cheer me up, even though it's steering right at him but he wasn't paying attention to it.

Am sorry, I don't know what got over me.
Am really sorry i say keeping my eyes glued to the ground.

He just stand still in his position looking sad and confused.

I guess I should go, he finally say after what looks like hours of him wondering what's wrong.
it's cool and am not angry I guess you re going through some stages right now and you need to be alone.

Will talk to you later, and beside i have somethings to do, see you later he walk past me, making sure we didn't make eye contact I hear him packing his stuff in the living room before gentle closing the door shut.

I crawl myself into a ball watching Adan walk out of my life, why must i be stupid for everything, I hear the sound of the front door open and I quickly get on my feet hoping its Adan.
I walk slowly toward the opening sighting Christiana drop her bag on the chair, as soon as she noticed my mood she walk up towards me, I guess she noticed my leg is about to give up on me.

Kyle what's wrong.
Don't tell me it's that Adan boy next door.
As much as I would love to defend Adan right now i no opening my mouth to say something will probably lead to me crying.

Chris help me up leading me on the chair gently. She sat down beside me watching as i cries my eyes out. She must have noticed I need to be alone so she stand up heading for my room. Leaving me there to comfort my self.

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The rain had stopped long ago after I explain my feelings for Adan to Chris and how he didn't even noticed, or maybe he did but too blind to see.

Chris at first laughed at how broken i am just because Adan refuse to notice my feelings for him, before comforting me and telling me how boys can be stupid and naive at the same time.

She told me how she met uncle Sean and how he too take more than a year to ask her out.

So what did you do that make him ask you out ? i ask

Well it's easy she smile.
I make him realize what he's missing.

What he his missing?
Well I will tell you about that later but first you need to apologize to him for shouting at him like that,boys are egotistical in nature. So any one you see that ain't you better stick to him.

After cooking and Chris explaining the plan to me i buzz Jade telling her I will be sleeping over to which she gladly accept saying something about me meeting Lorita  her childhood friend.

I rush upstairs after seeing off Chris,scattering my ward rope, I pick my favorite night gown, packing up all I need for the night.

This is going to be interesting, i lock my door stepping over to Jades, I noticed Adan car been packed outside so i no he's inside.

Let the game begin.

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